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I have to get rid of my puppy. My fucking roommate keeps leaving her in the backyard alone. My neighbor's dogs are fucking aggressive as hell and keep attacking her through the fence. SHe doesn't back down when challenged and i trying to get to them. She's dug under the fence once already and starting to chew through it. Poor Gopal got chewed up again. I've told my roommate a million times not to leave her outside alone. Does he listen? FUcking of course not.

ANd I'm broke as fuck. I'm not going to make my bills this month. I worked all day today, but they wouldn't let me keep my tips because I'm "training". I ran the damn bar by myself all damn night. Made seventy five bucks. Didn't get to keep ANY of it.

I'm covered in hives from head to toe. I've been itching since fucking July. My entire body is covered with itchy red blotches. I can't get rid of them. Benadryl doesn't work. Steroids didn't work. Prescription antihistamines didn't work. Hydrocortisone doesn't work. Prescription hydrocortisone doesn't work. Natural herbal ointment doesn't work. Vitamins and bioflavanoids don't work. Calamine lotion doesn't work. I'm fucking miserable.

I just want things to be okay for just a little while. Just one week with no drama.

And now my best friend is moving to Maryland. I'm happy for him. He's wanted this job for so long. But now he's leaving.