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I hardly ever post in here but for the most part no one reads this but anyways, I thought I would give an update on my life.

Well, a lot of things have happened and unfortunately none of it good.

I found out about a month ago that the doctors say my grandfather has 2-3 months to live. The same week my mom had tests done on her liver and she has stage two of cirrhosis, stage four being full blown cirrhosis. So it is treatable, but my mom has always been a very heavy drinker and I personally do not know if she will be able to stop in time or be able to stop at all. The same week also my father had a bone marrow biopsy to see if he has bone marrow cancer, the doctors called to set up an appointment to speak with him about the results but that there was nothing urgent that had to be done, I do not know what exactly this means since they said it was too complicated to tell over the phone. He has had a blood disease for sometime now that no one can seem to figure out.

As far as me personally, I have been getting worse with depression issues, a lot of which stemming from being single, I have been single over 4 years now. Also, just a little over a week ago I was fired from my job so I am now currently unemployed as well.

Sorry for not updating more often to those who do read this, and I hope next time I have something more positive to say.