ezra

yo. well unlike my last update this one is a happier one. i finally got a job interview today at 5:30. so thats really awesome right there. im still having trouble sleeping tho. i didnt sleep last night so im a lil tired but i cant go to sleep right now. im planning on sleepin tonight tho. i think it will get me back in my sleep schedule. if not well then im just gonna try to get as high as i can which means i will deffinatly pass out or somethin lol. tonight should be fun either way. i think that patrick is bringin some people over if they dont go out drinkin they are gonna drink here and i have been sober for a week now and its crazy. my mind isnt that foggy really. well it still is from the lack of sleep but its clearer. lol. it could be a good thing for my interview. and hopefully they dont drug test cuz if they do im screwed lol. ive been pretty calm on the hard drugs. ive only smoked weed for like 2 months now. and dont worry about me doin crap like meth or coke cuz i will deffinitly never touch those dirty drugs lol. ive seen how they fuck up my friends. and speakin of that i want to do some acid or e or somethin and get fucked up lol. preferably acid so i can laugh and laugh lol. ive only done it once. and im not really a big druggy as i sound right now. its just i have been sober for a week now and that hasnt happened for a really long time lol. well im gonna go so i will talk to you later.
xoxo
ezra