Got some pictures back today of people that I set of fire. they were excellent. I love my job. I love going to Seattle 2 times a year and watching the newest crop of aspiring stuntmen and women train. I like lighting them on fire and watching them jump into airbags. I think the best part of it all is watching someone get it. You can tell a person 500 times how to do something and they may never get it. but when someone gets it, a little light goes off behind their eyes and instantly you know. That is the greatest part of my job. I meet some of the coolest people on earth and get to teach them things and party with them for 3 whole weeks. Then I get to come back home to Asslanta, sulk for 7 weeks then get to do it all over again. Life is good.
Other than that things with my newest ex (I keep making ex's, I don't get it) are the same. Maybe I am dumb or something. She just didn't like the going away thing. She also didn't like the car thing or the bike thing or hell anything. What the hell was I trying to salvage there? Hell I don't know. It hurts the brainpan to even think about it. Almost 3 years in the toilet. Oh well. I think the only part about it is that I explained everything to her in the beginning. What I do, where I go and everything. I hate it when people don't have a problem with things in the start and then they all of sudden can't take it.
. That gets my goat more than anything. Why even bother. I know there is a woman out there for me like there is a ass for every seat but shit man, I am not even seeing a ship on the horizon.
I kinda hate that too. Sounds corny but I got love. Sometimes I feel like a big ol grape about to burst. WHy is it so hard to find someone that I can just sit around in pajamas with and watch Anime for a weekend? I mean comeon
. Sheesh if you are out there please come to me or even call me and i'll come to you. I guess I am trying to find that someone that I can be a hero for. The older I get the harder that is to find. I remember meeting people and staying out all night just watching ships and boats coming through the jetties, talking about anything from music to my 4th grade teacher. All the while huddling to escape the cold and gazing at each other. That is the kind of coolness that I am missing in my life at the moment. Where is it? I don't know but the more I look for it the farther away it gets and I get more bitter. bitter sucks.
Maybe I need a telescope.
Other than that things with my newest ex (I keep making ex's, I don't get it) are the same. Maybe I am dumb or something. She just didn't like the going away thing. She also didn't like the car thing or the bike thing or hell anything. What the hell was I trying to salvage there? Hell I don't know. It hurts the brainpan to even think about it. Almost 3 years in the toilet. Oh well. I think the only part about it is that I explained everything to her in the beginning. What I do, where I go and everything. I hate it when people don't have a problem with things in the start and then they all of sudden can't take it.
. That gets my goat more than anything. Why even bother. I know there is a woman out there for me like there is a ass for every seat but shit man, I am not even seeing a ship on the horizon.
I kinda hate that too. Sounds corny but I got love. Sometimes I feel like a big ol grape about to burst. WHy is it so hard to find someone that I can just sit around in pajamas with and watch Anime for a weekend? I mean comeon
. Sheesh if you are out there please come to me or even call me and i'll come to you. I guess I am trying to find that someone that I can be a hero for. The older I get the harder that is to find. I remember meeting people and staying out all night just watching ships and boats coming through the jetties, talking about anything from music to my 4th grade teacher. All the while huddling to escape the cold and gazing at each other. That is the kind of coolness that I am missing in my life at the moment. Where is it? I don't know but the more I look for it the farther away it gets and I get more bitter. bitter sucks.
Maybe I need a telescope.