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i started work last monday at highmark...this corporate sellout thing is just lovely......i like my boring job....seriously its so wonderful....
im at this new level of comfort and happiness in my life....its scary because everythingis falling in place.....eeeeeeek
ryan and i are doing even better than ever...i cant believe that i was so dumb for so long....hes the only person i could possibly grow old with....hes the missing part of my sould that i thought i would never find.....hmm this sounds so sappy and dumb....im going to gag on all this beauty....hehe....
ashley and jon got engaged the day after christmas...it makes me so happy...her ring is simple and just perfect....they are going to make great looking babies someday....so are me and ryan....hes so hot its insane....
i wonder sometimes...actually all the time...why hes settled for me....hes so talented and smart and good looking and caring and i could on....why me? how did i get so lucky? i hope he never realizes that he could do better than me....
although...im going to kind of contradict myself here i guess....because i know that he will never leave...and i know i will never leave....and i know we'll wake up 70 years from now to each others' old wrinkly faces.....i have no fear that that wont happen....i guess that paragraph before was just the pessimist in me coming out....i can be dumb at times...forgive me....
i started taking my birth control again....its making my tits bigger slowly...im not sure how i feel about that...i like my small perky tits...i dont wanna to get big....theyre handfuls and thats just fine by me cause what are you going to do with anything more than that....
ive decided that im going to start painting a new series....and this time after i get at least 7 or 8 paintings of it done....im going to go down to gallery chiz and see if they want to buy it off of me and try to sell it to the public....this is a huge step for me....im scared....
i hope all you beautiful kids out there in sg land are doing good and that life is handing you all you could have ever wanted....take care kids....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxx
yep
i started work last monday at highmark...this corporate sellout thing is just lovely......i like my boring job....seriously its so wonderful....
im at this new level of comfort and happiness in my life....its scary because everythingis falling in place.....eeeeeeek

ryan and i are doing even better than ever...i cant believe that i was so dumb for so long....hes the only person i could possibly grow old with....hes the missing part of my sould that i thought i would never find.....hmm this sounds so sappy and dumb....im going to gag on all this beauty....hehe....
ashley and jon got engaged the day after christmas...it makes me so happy...her ring is simple and just perfect....they are going to make great looking babies someday....so are me and ryan....hes so hot its insane....
i wonder sometimes...actually all the time...why hes settled for me....hes so talented and smart and good looking and caring and i could on....why me? how did i get so lucky? i hope he never realizes that he could do better than me....
although...im going to kind of contradict myself here i guess....because i know that he will never leave...and i know i will never leave....and i know we'll wake up 70 years from now to each others' old wrinkly faces.....i have no fear that that wont happen....i guess that paragraph before was just the pessimist in me coming out....i can be dumb at times...forgive me....
i started taking my birth control again....its making my tits bigger slowly...im not sure how i feel about that...i like my small perky tits...i dont wanna to get big....theyre handfuls and thats just fine by me cause what are you going to do with anything more than that....
ive decided that im going to start painting a new series....and this time after i get at least 7 or 8 paintings of it done....im going to go down to gallery chiz and see if they want to buy it off of me and try to sell it to the public....this is a huge step for me....im scared....

i hope all you beautiful kids out there in sg land are doing good and that life is handing you all you could have ever wanted....take care kids....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxx

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