being sick is awful...
thursday i barely even left the bed and friday annaliesa actually had to pack my things...friday night i was scheduled to work...i only stayed for about an hour until sarah made me go home because i was so bad....then saturday night my parents had to rush me to the er because my temp was at 104.6.....my face was swollen...i could hardly breath and my entire body felt like one huge cramp....needless to say i was wreck....i went back to work tuesday and could barely stay up...i am just so weak and still barely able to breath right...i havent had a cigarette since thursday nihgt so im stressing out about that too....fuck i am miserable...and to make matters 10 times worse...i dont have a night off until sunday....and thats my only nihgt off....blah...
i think ive taken it all out on annaliesa too....when im sick like this i just dont want to be bothered at all by anyone...no offense intended...so the few times we've talked either on the phone or online ive come across as a bitch.....i just wish she could understand that its not her....but she has it in her head that im pissed at her and so on so forth....telling her im not mad at her is like trying to tell my dogs not to piss in the house...she and they just dont get it..
anyway....in lighter news...im getting my hair all chopped off in about an hour or so...and dyed black...im not sure why i dye my hair black...thats its natural color anyways....hmmm oh well...im excited neverthless...
something else im excited for...im meeting fellow sg member belmondo on saturday hopefully for coffee and to get my pictures off of him....im so anxious to see how they turned out....them i can submit them and hopefully become an sg....oh how lovely would that be....
and finally the thing im excited for most...friday...annaliesa comes home for a week....shes off for thanksgiving break....how lovely....i really hope im feeling better by then....i hate being like this...im honestly such a bitch....its purely unintentional...blah blah blahblbsldjfsoifusdfjs.....i need a smoke...
i hope everyone is well...take care my lovely friends....xoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxoxoxoxoxoox...
thursday i barely even left the bed and friday annaliesa actually had to pack my things...friday night i was scheduled to work...i only stayed for about an hour until sarah made me go home because i was so bad....then saturday night my parents had to rush me to the er because my temp was at 104.6.....my face was swollen...i could hardly breath and my entire body felt like one huge cramp....needless to say i was wreck....i went back to work tuesday and could barely stay up...i am just so weak and still barely able to breath right...i havent had a cigarette since thursday nihgt so im stressing out about that too....fuck i am miserable...and to make matters 10 times worse...i dont have a night off until sunday....and thats my only nihgt off....blah...
i think ive taken it all out on annaliesa too....when im sick like this i just dont want to be bothered at all by anyone...no offense intended...so the few times we've talked either on the phone or online ive come across as a bitch.....i just wish she could understand that its not her....but she has it in her head that im pissed at her and so on so forth....telling her im not mad at her is like trying to tell my dogs not to piss in the house...she and they just dont get it..
anyway....in lighter news...im getting my hair all chopped off in about an hour or so...and dyed black...im not sure why i dye my hair black...thats its natural color anyways....hmmm oh well...im excited neverthless...
something else im excited for...im meeting fellow sg member belmondo on saturday hopefully for coffee and to get my pictures off of him....im so anxious to see how they turned out....them i can submit them and hopefully become an sg....oh how lovely would that be....
and finally the thing im excited for most...friday...annaliesa comes home for a week....shes off for thanksgiving break....how lovely....i really hope im feeling better by then....i hate being like this...im honestly such a bitch....its purely unintentional...blah blah blahblbsldjfsoifusdfjs.....i need a smoke...
i hope everyone is well...take care my lovely friends....xoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxoxoxoxoxoox...
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