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im home finally...all i want to do is go to bed but i think im at the point of exhaustion where im too tired to sleep...ugh...i hate this..my lids are brimming over with sleepiness and yet i jsut cant keep then closed.....blah blah blah....goldfinger was amazing last night...the first 2 bands were just awful....awful....but goldfinger came on and made up for it tenfold...i was pleased...ill be even more pleased when i get to see guttermouth next month and then the casualities the month after that

.jason was at the bar for the most part so it was basically me and mikey the whole time...one of the downsides to being under aged...oh well...jason danielle an her boyfriend dan stayed behind in hopes of meeting up with the band afterwards...mikey and i however were starving so we opted for food instead of the rare chance of actually meeting any of the members of goldfinger....mikey is a lovely boy....hes a great conversationalist and we definitely had good conversation all night....i strolled into 7eleven around quater to 1...good thing that paul doesnt ever go home or anything...ha....work was so long a boring...i think i might have had about 2 customers til about 5 or so....mikey hungout for a bit but then went home for a well deserved nights rest....i wish i was asleep....i wish jason was here to go to sleep with....it scares me in a way....how i feel for this crazy boy....i feel so vunerable...oh fuck it...im trying this sleep thing again....i dont wanna think about this anymore...