Try to keep your soul young and quivering right up to old age, and to imagine right up to the brink of death that life is only beginning. I think that is the only way to keep adding to one's talent, and one's inner happiness."
- George Sand
Another trying situation for me. Not me personally but someone close. Actually, a couple of someones.
Everything is okay but it makes me wonder how long that will last.
I'm not one to go over truly personal stuff here. It isn't because I find the few of you who read this unworthy of sharing true emotion with me. In fact, some of you I have become close to and would entrust my most valuable secrets with even after having never met you. And there is something to say about the anonymity of crying your eyes out to someone you haven't met in real life. It is just that I don't want to cheapen the emotion with what, at times, can feel like an advertisement for sympathy points to me. (I also want to note that I don't mock blogging at all. I just happen to be somewhat of a privately emotional person. The same holds true with how I act around my other friends.)
I hope that makes sense.
So, keep me in your thoughts. Like I said, everything is ok, for now. It may not be normal, but it is ok.
I picked the wrong time to become a hermit. What I wouldn't give to cry into some breasts, get some mercy sex and wake up next to someone right now.
Please be well, I am blessed to be in your corner of the site.