eyeballkid

I've cancelled my renewal to suicidegirls. My last day is 12/07. Still a good way away. But why? Because this site, as well as a number of other things, have aided in my becoming your average hum-drum American bitch. I wake up, go to work, come home, watch t.v. or play on the computer. My writing has taken a drastic dip in quantity, I never leave the house, I no longer go for walks, I haven't taken a road just to see where it goes in a long time. So, realising this, I've canceled my renewal, threw my cable boxes in the river (no I'm not being sarcastic, I'm dramatic like that.) and I'm pawning my t.v. and vcr tomorrow. Actually in the process, I've given almost half of what I own to the Goodwill. I could go into how terribly fake internet relationships are and how they eventually lead people into becoming pathetic self-dilluted saps, but what's the point? After all, I'm still writing journals aren't I? Not to mention I make an awful philosopher, so I'll spare all of you. Just wanted to cue everyone in...Like I was saying about pathetic self-dillusion. Anyway, I'm gonna miss Bombshellbetty.