extremeloser

ack, hey everyone its me Extremeloser... i had redo my accout cause they said i didnt have any money... but iam back now i will see if i can get it switched back to my other name

man this guy is ugly, and i hear he stinks

thanks for the, uh, reassuring reassurance. ;P

it's not entirely up to me what we're doing that weekend. i'm already forcing my friend to drive me here and there and just about everywhere, and i had to be like, "do you mind if i ditch you for a day so i can go hang out with my mom?" (long story. ask me someday, and i'll explain, but not now.)

anyway, i brought up the idea of going to the trishitties after the whole portland thang and he didn't seem terrifically thrilled with the idea of being my chauffeur all weekend. not to say he won't do it, but that it will take some coaxing, massive amounts of sweetness, and unfortunate abuse of the tremendous crush that he has on me.

p.s. if the gf can't take it, i say kick her to the curb. what is she, anyway, the thought police?

p.p.s. but maybe its that attitude that makes it so i don't have long term relationships. i just think its shitty. i will cry if you go.

probably not, i would like to.. But i work too much, and i dont think my girl would appreciate it. But i really want to.

i think its great that you aren't drinking. i don't drink much myself, mostly because i just don't find it all that entertaining.

i might (MIGHT) be in the tricities the weekend of the 28th. i'm going to try to convince the friend who is driving me to portland for the sg party to also swing by the t.c. you should send me your phone number again (since i lost it, like i usually do.)

how can she get mad at you for that? its not like you did it on purpose, right? fer christ sakes...

no i didnt do it on purpose, but we are cool now... but shes needs to tell her ex that he needs to fuckin end his side or go away.. or iam going to start getting pissed.. but anyways.. work is long and boring, and iam getting tired of the tri-cities more and more faster and faster everyday

ok so then i read what's up there and i feel like an idiot-so hurry and answer my questions. i must go now-but i'll be back later to find out more.

heh. i sleep a lot. well, too much sometimes and not enough other times.

maybe someday i can teach you how to spin fire.... if you want to learn.

are you sure it isn't the same rachael? does she have long brown hair? does she live with her best friends-jamie and i forget the other ones name. is she christian? like at all-how long have you guys been together? cause if i remember correctly marlana was going off about rachael dating "some loser named jesse" and i think she mentioned wanting to go into hot topic to harass him even-but being unable to since she wasn't allowed in the store. i have a bad memory-so i could be wrong.

hmm. that is a hard one. i don't know what to do about people who are violent towards the ones you love. honestly, i don't think you can do anything. she has to do something herself.

yup. 5 years. maybe even longer. and the doubts are starting to crowd in....

PS. that sucks i want to go to sweden too! Maybe in 3 years everyone will hate me and i will have talked you into sponsoring me by then.

congrats on the new girl. i think.

that would be 5 years from now... 2 before i even go there and 3 that i would have to stay to get citizenship. *shrug*

you dont sound so optimistic about me baring my skin, but i dont think i would get completely naked.. that would frighten me...

i couldn't sponsor you when i get there. i would have to live with david for 3 years, boyfriend & girlfriend-style, before i could get my citizenship. same would go for you, and i don't think you'd want to have to live with me for 3 years. i can be quite the passive-aggressive, anal-retentive, hypocritical (and hyphenated) roommate. oh, and i'm messy.

i'm still thinking about coming down there, to the trishitties for a few days in sept. i've got a little vacation time, and i'll need a vacation after august aka tourist-from-hell month.

god, i love hyphens.

Iam going FU(K1ng crazy!

why cant it stop??

aw. i know that feeling. like you just want to punch everyone just for showing up in your store. you smile at them and you feel so false it makes you hate yourself....
i always try to spend some time by myself doing something like taking a bath, or reading a book i've always wanted to read or something, just pampering myself, when i feel like that. or take a walk, and just try to enjoy everything as much as you can.

jesus, apparently i've appointed myself your counselor.

the problems i was having were temporary and i think it was just my roommate's crap was taking up too much ram or somethin. all better now.