Hello insomnia.
Thanksgiving is getting closer and closer. Less than a week til I fly home, and I can't sleep at night for all the random thoughts flying around my mind. I can't shut them off. It's 11 a.m. and I'm still awake. I really just don't understand how it can be so impossible to turn thinking off. So many people around me seem to do it on a daily basis.
I don't know if this is just me, but I've never been able to only think one thought at a time. There's always a layer of music, some song I've got stuck in there or a background beat to my mind. There's a layer of what I'm saying or what I might say if I were to respond to the situation. There's a worry or two. There's self-doubt. Always self-doubt. Every thought I have is accompanied by a secondary "jesus christ, that's stupid" or "sure, be a bitch" thought to go with it.
Now I draw blanks, but it's about what the hell is this thing
Thanksgiving is getting closer and closer. Less than a week til I fly home, and I can't sleep at night for all the random thoughts flying around my mind. I can't shut them off. It's 11 a.m. and I'm still awake. I really just don't understand how it can be so impossible to turn thinking off. So many people around me seem to do it on a daily basis.
I don't know if this is just me, but I've never been able to only think one thought at a time. There's always a layer of music, some song I've got stuck in there or a background beat to my mind. There's a layer of what I'm saying or what I might say if I were to respond to the situation. There's a worry or two. There's self-doubt. Always self-doubt. Every thought I have is accompanied by a secondary "jesus christ, that's stupid" or "sure, be a bitch" thought to go with it.
Now I draw blanks, but it's about what the hell is this thing
Just read your McDonalds story, weird stuff, id think the first thing you would do if asked to do this over the phone, is look for the MTV film crew. thanks for bringing this 'jaw dropping' stuff to my attention.
err um happy thanks giving! im from the Uk and don't understand such things