Well let's just start this entry off on a good note shall we? I found out what my 2005 salary is going to be - and I must admit I'm pretty psyched. I got a 15% raise to my annual income. At least now I'll be able to live in some comfort, maybe no more pay cheque to pay cheque lifestyle. Maybe I'm dreaming... either way, I don't care! Hazaa! 
Today was so cold. It's going to be like -35C all week and windy as fuck. Why do I stay living here? I should stop questioning it, I know I'm never going to leave.
Seeing as you guys who regularly reply to my crazy entries responded so well to the poem in my last entry... here's another - lemme know what you think.
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone.
Then - in my childhood - in the dawn
Of a most sotrmy life - was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold -
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by -
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
I'm not ready for Christmas crap. I haven't bought a single present yet... eep. I dislike holidays. Holidays mean time with the family and rushing around like crazy. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, they're crazy (but in a good way). They just tick me off sometimes cause they're so critical of my life. Mleh I'll just behave this year and smile and nod when they make their remarks... the last few years I kinda told people off heh...
At least I'll be away from work for a few days... I'm off from the 22nd to 28th, then 31st to 4th.
Seriously thanks though guys. Reading all of your comments really did help my mood towards my "boyfriend" (Yes, quotes, good sign? Maybe not.). I'm trying to figure out from his point of view what could stand to change in our relationship without bringing it up with him - he doesn't deal well when I spring heavy conversations on him. If I can't figure it out though... I'll ease into a conversation with him about it. And if all else fails... hm... I didn't really have a back up plan, kinda hoping I won't need one.
moonpieking - I like that you're able to express yourself so well through writing. I envy you in fact. Cheers to that!
JonasMott - "You are exquisite" made me smile. Thanks.
Today was so cold. It's going to be like -35C all week and windy as fuck. Why do I stay living here? I should stop questioning it, I know I'm never going to leave.
Seeing as you guys who regularly reply to my crazy entries responded so well to the poem in my last entry... here's another - lemme know what you think.
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone.
Then - in my childhood - in the dawn
Of a most sotrmy life - was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold -
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by -
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
I'm not ready for Christmas crap. I haven't bought a single present yet... eep. I dislike holidays. Holidays mean time with the family and rushing around like crazy. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, they're crazy (but in a good way). They just tick me off sometimes cause they're so critical of my life. Mleh I'll just behave this year and smile and nod when they make their remarks... the last few years I kinda told people off heh...
At least I'll be away from work for a few days... I'm off from the 22nd to 28th, then 31st to 4th.
Seriously thanks though guys. Reading all of your comments really did help my mood towards my "boyfriend" (Yes, quotes, good sign? Maybe not.). I'm trying to figure out from his point of view what could stand to change in our relationship without bringing it up with him - he doesn't deal well when I spring heavy conversations on him. If I can't figure it out though... I'll ease into a conversation with him about it. And if all else fails... hm... I didn't really have a back up plan, kinda hoping I won't need one.
moonpieking - I like that you're able to express yourself so well through writing. I envy you in fact. Cheers to that!
JonasMott - "You are exquisite" made me smile. Thanks.
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i'm happy that you like my work. i am compiling all of my shtuff together and i'm starting to get all of my stories that are on paper and in my head onto the comp. should take a while but when i'm done i should have a nice springboard to start a carreer from it. i hope to one day claim the throne as the most evil writer in the world. if you read my actual stories, you would know what i mean. they are extremely non hold backy which is the way that i like to write. if you like reading poems. you must write them yourself too maybe. why don't you post one. i'd love to see it.
im glad you got a raise. i myself am looking for a job with heat... that would be nice. lol. damnit it's cold at work...lol
later lass.