Alright so... after my last (and rather depressing) journal entry I'm feeling ... somewhat better about some things, and unfortunately somewhat worse about others. Why can't I just have my cake and fucking eat it too? Oh wait, I had cake today, and I ate it too! My work has this weird "cake day" thing to celebrate the birthdays for the month. Yes my work likes any possible excuse to slack off and / or party.
So I'm even more in the hole now... my stupid hydro bill came out of the negative balance I already had in my bank account. I hate bills. I also need to buy a present for... err... yeah, I guess today seeing as it's after midnight. If my credit card wasn't maxed this wouldn't be a problem, but hey that's what applications for credit limit increases are for, right?
If all else fails well I dunno. I'll just dance. That'll make everything better. Right?
The boyfriend thing seems to be getting better. I think he was just feelin stressed over his new job and lack of sleep. He doesn't deal with stress well I've noticed. Which sucks because then I worry that he's upset with me.
What day is today? Wednesday or Thursday? I'm so lost in the week.
I can't wait for the weekend to finally get here - argh! I'm goin' out with my girls finally! I haven't gone out with my chick friends in months. Kinda sad I guess. I seem to fit in better with guys, yet this girlie side of me yearns for female relations. Maybe it's just the tits. *shrugs* Either way it shall be fun. Booze + friends = crazy shit.
Thanks for the comments and attempts to cheer me up though guys - totally appreciated it. I'm a pretty difficult person to cheer up once I'm upset, but you guys did pretty good.
It's gonna be an interesting day today... for 2, possibly 3 hours of my work day I get to sit in the mall downtown ringing a bell and thanking people for cash.
It's for charity - hazaa! I like getting paid to do nothing, my work kicks ass.
Crap, I gotta be up in 6 hours. Tres lame.
On a final note, one of my cats has gone crazy. She just tried to run and jump onto the couch, but instead sort of summersaulted off of the armwrest onto the floor, then got up, ran around through the kitchen, bathroom and then back in here. I wish I had that much energy. Shit. I love cats.
So I'm even more in the hole now... my stupid hydro bill came out of the negative balance I already had in my bank account. I hate bills. I also need to buy a present for... err... yeah, I guess today seeing as it's after midnight. If my credit card wasn't maxed this wouldn't be a problem, but hey that's what applications for credit limit increases are for, right?
If all else fails well I dunno. I'll just dance. That'll make everything better. Right?
The boyfriend thing seems to be getting better. I think he was just feelin stressed over his new job and lack of sleep. He doesn't deal with stress well I've noticed. Which sucks because then I worry that he's upset with me.
What day is today? Wednesday or Thursday? I'm so lost in the week.
I can't wait for the weekend to finally get here - argh! I'm goin' out with my girls finally! I haven't gone out with my chick friends in months. Kinda sad I guess. I seem to fit in better with guys, yet this girlie side of me yearns for female relations. Maybe it's just the tits. *shrugs* Either way it shall be fun. Booze + friends = crazy shit.
Thanks for the comments and attempts to cheer me up though guys - totally appreciated it. I'm a pretty difficult person to cheer up once I'm upset, but you guys did pretty good.
It's gonna be an interesting day today... for 2, possibly 3 hours of my work day I get to sit in the mall downtown ringing a bell and thanking people for cash.
It's for charity - hazaa! I like getting paid to do nothing, my work kicks ass.
Crap, I gotta be up in 6 hours. Tres lame.
On a final note, one of my cats has gone crazy. She just tried to run and jump onto the couch, but instead sort of summersaulted off of the armwrest onto the floor, then got up, ran around through the kitchen, bathroom and then back in here. I wish I had that much energy. Shit. I love cats.
Seems I can't write it with out wating until the night before its due. Oh well..............fuck it................thats what I say (sometimes)
Anyway I'm glad to hear that you are feeling better and thanks for the warning about being a difficult person to cheer up. Like I said on my last post.............I try.
Well I'm off to bed for some much needed sleep.