exploded

if the fortunes allow i am definatly going to see the sgb at the highdive. it should promise to be fun

The very first time I got pulled over for speeding, I was in Tennessee. The cop was a total ass, probably from some combination of me being young and having an eyebrow ring and being from out of state.

The second time I was driving in Mississippi. I was the only person on the road, and he followed me for about 10 miles before making me pull over. "I clocked you at 79... The speed limit is 70!" It took everything in me not to laugh in his face. He was fairly nice about it though, and let me go with a warning.

The third and final time I was here in Florida, in an unfamiliar part of town, hauling ass because I was late for work. I ran right into a speed trap, doing 60 in a 40. The cop was awesome though, and I ended up only having to pay a $35 ticket.

What about you?

my girl has an unnatural tendancy to speed. the first time we got pulled over was in Ohio in the middle of the night. the cop was a total ass. he accused us of stealing the car for about 5 minutes and then gave us an excessive ticket. then we got pulled over in virginia and he was ok. not really nice but not like the cop in Ohio

Alice is an awesome game! I wish it would come out for xbox or ps2 though.

It sounds like a cool job. I'd probably take it even if it meant waking up so damn early.

merry merry christmas...

i love you.

i'm sorry.

i can't wait to see you tonight.
everything will be wonderful then.

adam?
sounds like adam.

you should see him try and hit on girls in class... it makes me really uncomfortable, because i know they are. this one girl, sarah, he hits on her constantly, and asks flat out if they are going to have sex one day... bothers me.

(about your post on mine)
yes i am silly, and i am jealous. he's a fox.

bleep!

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
i want you to be online and awake, i'm sure you were too bored and just fell asleep.

neal and i went out for pizza i ate too much went back to his home, he gave me the family guy dvds for christmas, i about died, because i know that they're expensive, i really didn't expect that, but oh well. and we started watching those, i fell asleep on the couch i woke up and mahoney, him, and matt were playing halo. ha.
now i'm here.
i wish you were.
blah!

(i changed your crush thing a while back on here, because i hated what it said about not knowing who you had a crush on... you can change it back to that if you want, or something better about me! haha... also, i'm glad i rank up there with gary coleman.

:kisses:

goodnight darling.

I hear ya about going to a movie alone. I find the same with eating at a restaurant alone. Not like a cafe, where you can zone out with your discman or a book or something, but a sit-down "cheque please" restaurant. I guess it's because I don't think I could look confident in being by myself, making myself feel even more awkward...? I don't know. Restaurants and movies just feel to me like social-ish venues, I guess. Anyhoo, here's a chicken, as a representation of all of us not-aloners. bok bok bok!

how have you been, my friend? it sure feels good to be out of school... and you're almost there! i am now completely 100% graduated [i finished my coursework in may but decided to do another internship before going full-time].
i haven't seen return of the king yet, but i'm sure i will wet myself as well.

SGSTL X-MAS EXTRAVGANZA
Saturday December 20 @ 8:00 PM
@ Atomic Cowboy - http://www.atomic-cowboy.com
7336 Manchester

The first ever SGSTL X-mas party will be held at The Atomic Cowboy in Maplewood, on Saturday, December 20th. The party will start at 8pm so that the festivities do not conflict with dinner and so that there will still be ample time to partake in the St. Louis nightlife. All SGSTL members are encouraged to bring guests. We will be having a gift exchange that night and all members will be required to bring one gift ranging from $5-$10. Member guests are allowed to partake in the gift exchange only if they bring a gift to contribute. Please RSVP ASAP on darkskyy1's page.

I'm really sorry to use a television reference, but bear in mind I hate TV and commercialized garbage. But I just watched the first episode of the HBO show Six Feet Under. It reminded me of your situation, of the difficulty of trying to express and grapple with such a profound, primal, even animalistic emotion as grief, through such avenues as a school paper. I hope that made sense.
The fact that "normal life" needs to resume itself is something that I think NEEDS to be questioned after the death of someone close to you. Things that were hallmarks of everyday life are now subject to much more thought. Being able to write a paper about your life may have been an easy task for you before, or maybe not. I just hope you have a prof that you can talk to if need be... don't let this weigh on you. All in all it's just one paper. Once it's done, it's done. The same can't be said for grief, I'm afraid.
Any way the paper writing goes, I hope you're okay.

[Edited on Dec 02, 2003 8:04AM]

You're doing such an incredible job of putting your circumstances into words. This is pretty weird, since I don't even know you, but I've been thinking about how you're doing a lot. Glad to see you're able to write through this ridiculously difficult time... try to take er easy.

the weather is gorgeous darling!!!

let's go play in it!!!!!!

call moi.