explicitlove

Even though life is incredibly complex - it still has the ability to be incredibly boring. When a person who contributes this massive amount of energy to your life force (if you will) is gone for a long time, you are NOT the same person you were when they were around. All you want is for them to get back. Take what life gives you, sure...Make it what you want - well you can try...Everything you say is true and I agree - I think I'm falling behind and feeling this way because a big part of me is with her and she's far away from me. Anyway, life has rarely given me anything to be happy about - other than her...Even through all the ups and downs - the breakups and the getting back togethers - the pain, the tears...Through all that there is still all the laughter, all the love, all the cuddling...and butterflies in my stomach...And I don't want it to end.


[Edited on May 21, 2003]

[Edited on May 21, 2003]

When im extra stressed i do have pretty weird dreams.
Then again my dreams are always really weird.
I never really had a reoccurring dream.
At one point i had several different dreams involving bears. One of them was even telepathic.

and no yr not talking out of yr ass. yr just venting. which is good. i hope all goes well.
xoxo