exodus43

Friends really suck.

I work on the road, always traveling, so I am rarely home. I try to keep in contact with my friends, but it gets hard with work and alike. Anyway, one of my best friends, I just found out, is an ass.

On the rare occasions I do get home, it would be nice to see some friends and hang out. Well, I have been home for the holidays for three weeks. Did I see any of my friends, no, not one. There was always some excuse. Then I asked what we were doing for new years eve. It is a tradition that my friends and I go to my families lake house and party. Well he came back to me and said I have work out of town and didnt think he would be back before then. So a few days later he says he wont be back. Then my other friend tells me he is going to be out of town for the new year. Anyway, I just found out today that he wasnt working, he went to TX to hang out with some girl he is apparantly dating, which is cool, I dont mind. It just sucks that he lied to me about it.

Needless to say, I spent New Years Eve alone. Another year with no kiss from a beautiful girl.

Guess sometime you really dont know who ur friends are.

Ahhhh, im so aggrevated. Oh and besides the fact that he lied, he now has a g/f. Where is my luck. I havent been with a girl in a long time. Even longer since I had a g/f. Its torture. I am not bi or gay, just havent met any girls who were into me. I have liked a few here and there, but they never feel the same back.

Sorry, just venting, its a bad day.