This weeks subject from @rambo and @missy is..What made you become a suicidegirl?
Many of my close "followers" know about my past, as I'm pretty much an open book. I use to be overweight, over 200 pounds (I was about 5 foot 2 at the time)
I was unhealthy, miserable, on heavy drugs, as well as a cocktail of prescribed medications for Bipolar.
One year when I was very young, I was dressed up in line for Warped Tour, and two pretty hot ladies walk up to me and asked if I was a Suicidegirl. I thought it was a joke, and I wish for the life of me I could remember these ladies. I thought, "Why in the world would anybody want to see me naked?" I laughed and said no way, I could never be in that group, I'm not good enough.
But, in the back of my head, I made it a goal of mine to at least try out when I turned 18. I was too young to buy a membership at the time, and began my weight loss journey. Quitting drugs and focusing my attention on the 80 pounds I eventually lost.
I finally had the courage to shoot when I was 19 with @taye . When I met @taye I was so nervous, I couldn't make a decision on anything, and she helped me through the whole process. Back then, there was no member review, so I had a couple sets bought (one never went live, and i deleted it eventually). After member review popped up, it took a lot out of me. Confidence I mean. I think maybe up until last year I'm finally confident in my modeling, and I've sure come a long way. I would never change my decision to shoot for SG, it's my favorite group of people that have stuck with me through thick and thin :)
That being said, please show your love on my latest set Stargazer and help it go live! Shot by my favorite lady @sunshine
And here are some non Sg pictures for 2ill and Deadlvng!
