exning

Yesterday and the day before yesterday I took mushrooms. I enjoyed my time with friends and a few beers. I realized people are really good at taking care of me, and sometimes I feel like people don't think I can do things on my own. Time was slow and colors were bright. The jukebox played my favorite band which never happens, and my old long time best friend decided to show up at the bar..which never happens. I danced and smoked and stared at my friends skin for a very long time.

2010 was a good year for me. I got out of a boring relationship and into the greatest one. I saved up money, went on adventures, and began my journey with the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. My pet didn't die, my mom seems happy, and I'm close to my family. I became more patient and less concerned about issues that really don't matter. I finally feel like I'm growing up and not because of the goals I accomplished and things I promised myself I would keep doing. I'm less stressed because I know how to handle things. I made music and played my first show. I'm not nervous anymore, I have nothing to hide. Let's see what 2011 brings us.