exiteja

blah its been a while .... this is my home away from home though it seems ... i remember not long ago referring to life being like a roller-coaster .... wow i still amaze myself with the things i come up with ..... i could not be more spot on ....


when i am awake i think of all these great things ..... when i...
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Imagine you lived a fake life all your life, you'd think you'd owe it to yourself; your future self; as in the choices you will choose will affect the future you can not see but of our children. This world will never be cleansed by mere passive observers, this is why majority i've dealt with see no faith in equilibrium. They forgot. It's really sad...
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I think the rain calls murder .... The first rain of the season it washes everything away ... very symbolic as in it is the time to start over with a clean slate if things have not gone the way you wanted them to. Its all new ... no more dirt or anything holding you down .... i can think of many things that look...
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eh 24 hours later and boom a shot of feel good has gotten into me. I swear the last couple of months the roller-coaster ride is going to fucking kill me if I don't watch it.

I must admit sometimes I am so sure of what I want. Then other times I spend countless hours wondering why I want that and try to second guess...
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meh ..... at what point do u realize that something is not working and move on ..... its getting close

interesting day ... lots of things flowing through my mind .... borderline thinking too much but not their yet ... i must say that energy is still here ..... i really dont like working tonight .... i am wanting to go party and i am here until 12 ... i work tomorrow morning ... if i did not have so much pride i would be...
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I will keep this one short and thoughtful

THINK ABOUT ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF .... ONLY ONE

SPEND AT LEAST 5 MIN BEFORE YOU DECIDE ON A WORD

i got mine ..... critical ... what's yours ?

Well Lets see I should have done some damn homework but I did almost nothing today and it felt great lol idk i just took the day off .... i have class tomorrow morning but its all good everything overall seems to be going pretty damn good for most of the areas of my life right now I really cant complain i guess. Other then...
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Well its Monday ... which everyone seems to hate ... I have to say this is one of my best mondays in years. School is looking good for once .... I had an hour talk with my teacher/councilor and he seems like he wants to help me to set me back on my path .... My presentation looked like it was the best in the...
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well its sunday night already .... fuck ... the weekend goes by so fast and before you know it ... bam back to the GRIND .... ugh if only i actually enjoyed going to work/school .... as for everything else going on with me .... its seems like its the same o shit .... i need something new .... like that little spice/kick in life....
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damn i think to much ... I find myself always playing out things in my head in a negative way .. then i get all worried and think about it more .... circles i tell you .... i run so many in my mind that i could be a cc star.

idk .... The Madness Starts Now. i would agree with anyone that life is like a roller coaster it has its ups and downs .... but it seems like going from up to down is really fast and going from down to up is really slow .... it might just be me .... Today i learned that maturity is something that radiates from your body...
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