gahhh.
it's too hot to sleep in LA. new house has no A/C, which is the true poverty line. no. that's a joke.
been keepin to drinking, trying to get to class in the a.m. and that's alright.
bowling too.
patiently awaiting the future which will be different, if not better.
life is pretty fucking dull to tell the truth. i saw Mm, and they were okay.
i guess the new cure album is okay, and the new converge album, despite a good friend's attempt to push it on me, is voted no.
on the other hand, Kiss It Goodbye, some old band that escaped my consciousness in the late 90s is being enjoyed fully by me.
been stealin music off soulseek and playing internet dominoes in the free time.
i sometimes wonder if i had more money would i go out more and meet more people? as it stands now, i meet hardly anyone, but i do have a large number of good friends and drinking buddies, and a girlfriend, so it's not really a pressing priority, but nonetheless, i think that meeting a good girl every once in a while is a good reaffirmation of the decency of mankind.
maybe i should write a novel. i can't seem to polish off a short story, so i don't know where i'd get the time.
the music is on hold too, pending acquisition of equipment (through the gracious hook-up of my friend Turd), i'll be getting a firewire 410, and an MPC 1000, and some mics. i'm considering getting extra and slangin 'em on ebay. once i get all that shit together then i'll bring the rest of my shit down here from my P and M's house and getting all that shit set up right.
religious people have been on my nerves quite a bit lately. but i think that's some pre-election tension. party at my house on Nov. 2nd, not that anyone who would read this would consider going, but you know, if you're bored.
heavy drinking and rioting (hopefully in celebration) is planned.
also, for the first time in a while, i've been thinking about moving. that's strange cos i'm pretty well traveled and generally consider everywhere else to be a less fitting city in which to live. i'm probably just sick of the routine, of all too familiar faces, of driving everywhere (and now not drinking and driving), and all that shit.
nowhere to go though. at minimum i'll be here until the end of the year, then i could consider moving... maybe SF? i would like to go to washington to find my ex girlfriend, but that even creeps me out. if anyone sees her though, tell her to hollER at me.
staying in CA would give me a better chance at california med schools, which is a plus, since they're so good, but i'll be at the whim of the admissions boards when that shit comes around.
that's it really, real busy, real tired. no rest coming up soon. no rest ever.
bunch of court dates in august. cos i'm such a fucking criminal, and probably quite unlikely that i'll be vacationing anytime soon.
i'd like to go to mexico though.
for good.
love,
ryan
it's too hot to sleep in LA. new house has no A/C, which is the true poverty line. no. that's a joke.
been keepin to drinking, trying to get to class in the a.m. and that's alright.
bowling too.
patiently awaiting the future which will be different, if not better.
life is pretty fucking dull to tell the truth. i saw Mm, and they were okay.
i guess the new cure album is okay, and the new converge album, despite a good friend's attempt to push it on me, is voted no.
on the other hand, Kiss It Goodbye, some old band that escaped my consciousness in the late 90s is being enjoyed fully by me.
been stealin music off soulseek and playing internet dominoes in the free time.
i sometimes wonder if i had more money would i go out more and meet more people? as it stands now, i meet hardly anyone, but i do have a large number of good friends and drinking buddies, and a girlfriend, so it's not really a pressing priority, but nonetheless, i think that meeting a good girl every once in a while is a good reaffirmation of the decency of mankind.
maybe i should write a novel. i can't seem to polish off a short story, so i don't know where i'd get the time.
the music is on hold too, pending acquisition of equipment (through the gracious hook-up of my friend Turd), i'll be getting a firewire 410, and an MPC 1000, and some mics. i'm considering getting extra and slangin 'em on ebay. once i get all that shit together then i'll bring the rest of my shit down here from my P and M's house and getting all that shit set up right.
religious people have been on my nerves quite a bit lately. but i think that's some pre-election tension. party at my house on Nov. 2nd, not that anyone who would read this would consider going, but you know, if you're bored.
heavy drinking and rioting (hopefully in celebration) is planned.
also, for the first time in a while, i've been thinking about moving. that's strange cos i'm pretty well traveled and generally consider everywhere else to be a less fitting city in which to live. i'm probably just sick of the routine, of all too familiar faces, of driving everywhere (and now not drinking and driving), and all that shit.
nowhere to go though. at minimum i'll be here until the end of the year, then i could consider moving... maybe SF? i would like to go to washington to find my ex girlfriend, but that even creeps me out. if anyone sees her though, tell her to hollER at me.
staying in CA would give me a better chance at california med schools, which is a plus, since they're so good, but i'll be at the whim of the admissions boards when that shit comes around.
that's it really, real busy, real tired. no rest coming up soon. no rest ever.
bunch of court dates in august. cos i'm such a fucking criminal, and probably quite unlikely that i'll be vacationing anytime soon.
i'd like to go to mexico though.
for good.
love,
ryan