I feel like writing but I don't know that I have anything to say.

I think I finally have things squared away with Witt. I only had to spend most of the day on the phone today and a week ago, but it's alright. By tomorrow night I should be allowed on to check my mail and finally sign up for classes. Too bad I...
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I love this boy.

I love him.

I love Jason Mathew T.

Yep.

No, I did not say I'm in love with him, just that I love him.

I was under the impression that the rule was if you date a girl long enough her hair will wind up in your underwear. So, can someone explain to me why my panties have Jason's hair in them? Was he wearing them as a hat while I was sleeping? I guess that just kinda illustrates how much time we have been spending together.

I found...
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I talked to Jason last night for 6 hours. It was insane. We talk about the most random things and I love it. When I see I have a new message on myspace, I just light up and can feel myself smiling. Fuck, I'm smiling now thinking about it. I'm a loser, kay? I admit it.

We talked for so long last night and then...
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I'm kinda really happy right now. I want to blame it on the drugs, but I'm thinking I'm actually genuinely happy right now.

So, a number of you noticed my away message about being out with Jason and I thought I would finally explain who he is to you. It just seemed like the appropriate thing to do since I have this vague feeling he...
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Why is it that as soon as I write someone off and move on they come back into the picture with an apology and a legitimate reason for their behavior? It really makes this whole "figuring out relationships" thing much harder.

Justin, you are both amazing and sucky at the same time!

I'm glad that it's nothing to do with me and you have been...
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The Best Date Ever. Period.

Yes, you read that correctly. Yesterday I went on the best date I have ever been on in my entire life. Seriously. I should probably elaborate because I know how much some of you like those details.

First, let me tell you about the man I went out with. His name is Mat - or as I call him, Monkey...
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Justin: ugh... man... i really like you




*grin*

I am such an idiot! GAH!

So, it turns out Justin does still like me and thinks I'm pretty and that I'm a moron. I thought he didn't like me so I backed off; I stopped messaging him because I thought he didn't want to talk to me. Boy, was I wrong. He wasn't feeling good, that's it. I read too much into it. Apparently,...
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I think I am walking proof that Murphy's Law does exist. I mean, I had plans for last night that fell through and then some more plans popped up, but while I was executing those plans, some more fell into my lap. Now, only the very first set was pre-planned and to be honest, the very last set are the plans I most wish could...
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