Do you ever just get bored with life? I'm not talking about being bored on a particular day or at a particular time because nothing is going on but rather bored all the time and nothing seems to make it go away. That's where I am right now. I'm just bored with life. I go out, I do something, I read, I sleep, but all that does is kick the boredom temporarily. I've never been this permanently bored before. Maybe it's just that I need to do something worthwhile. Maybe I really do need that job to help kick this slump.
Today isn't going to help get me over my boredom anymore, I'm afraid. I have to go to the bank and close an old account and open a new one (joy of joys) and go to the doctor. Nothing exciting, right? Maybe, if I'm lucky, Jason will be bored too and I can go hang out over there to try and get unbored. We'll see about that though. Tomorrow will be just as boring I'm afraid. I mean, if I go to Jason's then I'll be there during at least part of the day, but what else? Friday may be the only moderately exciting day I have ahead of me. Yes, time for the elusive third tattoo and touch-ups on an old one. I also have to move some more stuff out of my apartment. Ugh. That's also Jason's birthday so there may be some shananigans going on with his friends but I haven't really been invited along so I'm not going to assume I am.
*Speaking of birthdays, I want to get the bugger something for his birthday/Christmas and just give it to him and be done with it. I don't know what to get though. If this were his 21st the obvious choice would be alcohol or drinking aids, but it's not. He's an old man. He's turning 26. What the fuck do you get a 26 year old? A cane? I'll probably buy him a moderately priced video game and call it even.*
God damn it. I really need to find something to do with myself, with my time. Chris, have any ideas? What have you been doing at home?
Today isn't going to help get me over my boredom anymore, I'm afraid. I have to go to the bank and close an old account and open a new one (joy of joys) and go to the doctor. Nothing exciting, right? Maybe, if I'm lucky, Jason will be bored too and I can go hang out over there to try and get unbored. We'll see about that though. Tomorrow will be just as boring I'm afraid. I mean, if I go to Jason's then I'll be there during at least part of the day, but what else? Friday may be the only moderately exciting day I have ahead of me. Yes, time for the elusive third tattoo and touch-ups on an old one. I also have to move some more stuff out of my apartment. Ugh. That's also Jason's birthday so there may be some shananigans going on with his friends but I haven't really been invited along so I'm not going to assume I am.
*Speaking of birthdays, I want to get the bugger something for his birthday/Christmas and just give it to him and be done with it. I don't know what to get though. If this were his 21st the obvious choice would be alcohol or drinking aids, but it's not. He's an old man. He's turning 26. What the fuck do you get a 26 year old? A cane? I'll probably buy him a moderately priced video game and call it even.*
God damn it. I really need to find something to do with myself, with my time. Chris, have any ideas? What have you been doing at home?
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How do you feel about roadtripping?
but you seem to have lots of tasks ahead, just little interest in them. spend time with someone stimulating i say, you might get re-charged from their energy!
best wishes xox