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evy

Pensacola, Florida

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Monday Aug 07, 2006

Aug 7, 2006
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I feel like writing but I don't know that I have anything to say.

I think I finally have things squared away with Witt. I only had to spend most of the day on the phone today and a week ago, but it's alright. By tomorrow night I should be allowed on to check my mail and finally sign up for classes. Too bad I had to wait until 2 weeks before they begin to do that. :-P Things should be go rather smoothly in regards to all that from now on. I've started to pack up house wares and will hold off on clothes until I'm ready to actually finally move up there. I'll need to get groceries too and I know that most places ins Springfield don't carry some of the stuff I'll need so it looks like I'll be buying some down here and the rest up there. Joy.

Physical therapy is going. She stretched me out today and my arm has been acking ever since. These exercises all seem so piddly but for my shoulder it's like running a marathon. I really do long for the days when I could have done any of this and had it not bother me. Meh.

I'm trying to work up the nerve to have the conversation I know I need to have with Jason here shortly. I don't think it will go badly but I have this gut level instinct that it isn't going to go well either. Does that make sense? I mean, I know he won't write me off entirely, but I don't think he's going to wind up my boyfriend. Maybe I'm too pessimistic. Ben more or less told me that if he's spending this time with me and not someone else and is only seeing me chances are he probably wouldn't mind if I were his girlfriend and probably does like me because that's how guys think, and I know Ben is a guy, but I don't believe him. :-P I should get over that, I guess. I really do have a problem with this stuff. I'm cool with liking Jason and all that but I have such a problem letting him like me. Insane.

I hung out with Ben yesterday. That was fun. There was Taco Bell, Steak N Shake, and weed to be had and I was definitely sporting a mighty fine high. I am such a light weight when it comes to that, seriously. I guess that's not a bad thing though, means it's much cheaper to get me high. wink

I'm supposed to have lunch with Julie on Wednesday. I'm hoping this goes well. I haven't hung out with her since my freshman year at Witt and I have really missed her but I kinda fucked that all up when I got depressed. I guess it was just one of my many friendship casualties. Cest la vie. At least I'm working on making them better now. One friend at a time!

Well, I think I'm gonna eat this food and go lay down or read or something.
punknitemike:
that makes sense! sadly i dont think ive ever been in love...i wish though! i want a relationship, i want to love & feel loved, whats that feeling like? probably isnt the easiest to explain & put into words!

when are you going back to wittenburg?
Aug 7, 2006

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