I'm kinda really happy right now. I want to blame it on the drugs, but I'm thinking I'm actually genuinely happy right now.
So, a number of you noticed my away message about being out with Jason and I thought I would finally explain who he is to you. It just seemed like the appropriate thing to do since I have this vague feeling he might be sticking around long enough for a few of you to meet (this all will be explained later on).
Jason was one of the guys in my big old photo post that I mentioned and posted a picture of, but I'll give you another look at it in case you weren't sure.
That's him. I wish there was a better picture of him floating around out there, but sadly there are none. Not to say he doesn't look absolutely adorable in this one, but he's even cute with his glasses on and with his more current haircut and the no chin fuzziness.
Anyways, now that you have your visual aid, let me dive into more about him, our time spent together, and us.
Jason is 25. He works for some company I don't understand doing some job with computers I also don't understand - exciting, right? He lives on his own in a nice little apartment right near Norwood with his absolutely adorable cat Ducky, though he does plan on moving soon-ish. He's just getting into guns and has three that he showed off to me when we were hanging out Saturday/Sunday. He is a big time gamer dork, but that seems to be the type of guy I'm usually attracted to anymore. :-P He's probably about 5'11" or so, I can't tell for super sure, but he's tall enough for me. He has gray eyes, which is really sweet since you don't see them often at all. What else would you, my lovelies who like knowing this stuff, want to know? Umm... he's super nice. He's cool with all my quirks and doesn't seem to squicked about my past and so forth, which is nice. I can't think of anything else, you kids know how to leave comments if you want more information.
Moving right along...
He called me Wednesday night of last week and we went for Steak N Shake at like 3 in the morning of Thursday and then hung out all that day and have talked for hours each night since. It's crazy that that one night's conversation and hanging out for 14 hours that day really kicked something that was there into gear. We then hung out Saturday night and all day Sunday until he had to go to work. We've talked every night while he was at work and then hung out again all Wednesday night/Thursday yesterday. It's insane that when we hang out, we hang out for 24 hours straight. It's like we already this well developed couple that spends time together when they can. When I'm hanging out with him, it's just me he's focused on - or that video game we were playing today.
He's an amazing kisser and pretty amazing at just about everything else too, which is a fairly welcome change of pace. Cuddling with him is about the best thing ever because he likes doing it at least as much as I do, if not more, and we fit together really well. Even when it's too damn hot to cuddle, unless we are both super serious about sleeping, he holds my hand the way I like it and yeah. He also kisses my forehead and the top of my head lots. He also keeps buying me food and stuff. I feel guilty about it, but I'm not even thinking about it and the next thing I know he has bought me something. I don't ask, he doesn't offer, he just does it. It's really nice of him.
There were a couple of things that happened today that made me stop and go "Oh..." though. 1) We were talking about me going back to school and he asked how far away it was and I could see those wheels in his head turning. When I mentioned something about how far it was from him we actually decided that he's only maybe 5 minutes further from Witt than I am and it didn't seem to bother him that I suggested that. It was like he was already trying to figure out how far I would be from him in a month. 2) We were watching some show and I said, "I don't date hott guys, most of them are more trouble than they are worth and they are never as good at stuff as other people because they've never had to be," and he looked at me and said, "You don't think I'm hott?" Er... does that mean that we are dating? I mean, I kinda assumed we were dating but not like serious enough to slap a label on it yet, but to hear that out of him when alot of times what we have going would have been considered just "fuck buddies" by other guys I've chilled with this summer was really like... wow. He's not thinking we are just having sex and bumming around, he wants to see me to spend time with me, and he classifies us as dating. I should assume that means he probably likes me at least a little but, but hmmm... I over freaking analyze everything. :-P
Anyways, I'm gonna probably go read and head to bed now. Maybe he and I will hang out this weekend and I can let you know more.
So, a number of you noticed my away message about being out with Jason and I thought I would finally explain who he is to you. It just seemed like the appropriate thing to do since I have this vague feeling he might be sticking around long enough for a few of you to meet (this all will be explained later on).
Jason was one of the guys in my big old photo post that I mentioned and posted a picture of, but I'll give you another look at it in case you weren't sure.
That's him. I wish there was a better picture of him floating around out there, but sadly there are none. Not to say he doesn't look absolutely adorable in this one, but he's even cute with his glasses on and with his more current haircut and the no chin fuzziness.
Anyways, now that you have your visual aid, let me dive into more about him, our time spent together, and us.
Jason is 25. He works for some company I don't understand doing some job with computers I also don't understand - exciting, right? He lives on his own in a nice little apartment right near Norwood with his absolutely adorable cat Ducky, though he does plan on moving soon-ish. He's just getting into guns and has three that he showed off to me when we were hanging out Saturday/Sunday. He is a big time gamer dork, but that seems to be the type of guy I'm usually attracted to anymore. :-P He's probably about 5'11" or so, I can't tell for super sure, but he's tall enough for me. He has gray eyes, which is really sweet since you don't see them often at all. What else would you, my lovelies who like knowing this stuff, want to know? Umm... he's super nice. He's cool with all my quirks and doesn't seem to squicked about my past and so forth, which is nice. I can't think of anything else, you kids know how to leave comments if you want more information.
Moving right along...
He called me Wednesday night of last week and we went for Steak N Shake at like 3 in the morning of Thursday and then hung out all that day and have talked for hours each night since. It's crazy that that one night's conversation and hanging out for 14 hours that day really kicked something that was there into gear. We then hung out Saturday night and all day Sunday until he had to go to work. We've talked every night while he was at work and then hung out again all Wednesday night/Thursday yesterday. It's insane that when we hang out, we hang out for 24 hours straight. It's like we already this well developed couple that spends time together when they can. When I'm hanging out with him, it's just me he's focused on - or that video game we were playing today.
He's an amazing kisser and pretty amazing at just about everything else too, which is a fairly welcome change of pace. Cuddling with him is about the best thing ever because he likes doing it at least as much as I do, if not more, and we fit together really well. Even when it's too damn hot to cuddle, unless we are both super serious about sleeping, he holds my hand the way I like it and yeah. He also kisses my forehead and the top of my head lots. He also keeps buying me food and stuff. I feel guilty about it, but I'm not even thinking about it and the next thing I know he has bought me something. I don't ask, he doesn't offer, he just does it. It's really nice of him.
There were a couple of things that happened today that made me stop and go "Oh..." though. 1) We were talking about me going back to school and he asked how far away it was and I could see those wheels in his head turning. When I mentioned something about how far it was from him we actually decided that he's only maybe 5 minutes further from Witt than I am and it didn't seem to bother him that I suggested that. It was like he was already trying to figure out how far I would be from him in a month. 2) We were watching some show and I said, "I don't date hott guys, most of them are more trouble than they are worth and they are never as good at stuff as other people because they've never had to be," and he looked at me and said, "You don't think I'm hott?" Er... does that mean that we are dating? I mean, I kinda assumed we were dating but not like serious enough to slap a label on it yet, but to hear that out of him when alot of times what we have going would have been considered just "fuck buddies" by other guys I've chilled with this summer was really like... wow. He's not thinking we are just having sex and bumming around, he wants to see me to spend time with me, and he classifies us as dating. I should assume that means he probably likes me at least a little but, but hmmm... I over freaking analyze everything. :-P
Anyways, I'm gonna probably go read and head to bed now. Maybe he and I will hang out this weekend and I can let you know more.
punknitemike:
i wish i was dating! im kinda hanging out with this girl but she doesn't want to call us dating yet! we're friends with potential she says...errr friends with benefits! i want it to be more though! good luck with yours!