evon

I feel like lard. I really do. I feel as if ive done nothing besides sit on my ass for the past few days. Which is the truth considering that i had 3 days off in a row. Its after midnight and i need to be getting to bed soon. I have to work at 12pm through 9pm. I need a new job desperately. Ive been looking all over the place, but i cant seem to find anything. I spent about 3 hours sending my resume to a bunch of places on both Monster.com and Careerbuilder.com and its not looking too good. I dont want to work at another strip club, because mymom would definitely not go for that. But i was thinking that if i got up early enough *((hopefully i can))* That i would go by Barnes & Noble and some other places in the Summitt and apply. Me and mom are moving to La Grange around July, August, or September. And I most definitely dont want to drive from La Grange to Clarksville Indiana every day. Im wasting enough gas as it is right now. I would love to find a place this week so i can go ahead and give my notice. That way i will be out before we go into gift @ Clinique. Which, they want me to do 3 grand for gift. And Marilyn quit Friday, and Kendra is quitting soon too. Fuck that shit. I strongly doubt that i can sell $3,000 worth of clinique products. *sighs* i need a job that will pay me at least what im making now. I dont really care what it is, as long as its not with food. Dillards is so fucked up, i dont want to work someplace that wont think twice about cutting your pay or firing you because you come in a minute late. I need a better job. So that ends my rant about employment. Saturday night, i got to hang out with Page (the guy in the pic in my last entry). We had such a swell time. He makes me smile. I definitely enjoy his company. And i didnt think i would feel this way towards him when we first started talking. I thought that at the most, he and i would become friends. But i hadnt even thought that the very thought of him would make me blush. Im starting to really like him. I know i know, my emotions move so fast. But im trying to keep them in check. So far so good. I spoke with him yesterday night when i was heading to Don's house. We talked for a bit and he said he would let me know when his next off day is in the week and we would try to spend more time together. I cant wait until i get to see him again. *swoons*