Ima LAZY today...so i will just copy and paste to this jourrnal an entry from my mojo blog...
Okay, i cant stop listening to Mary J Blige's song "Be without you" And im single. Boo on that part. Its a good song that makes wish i were in love again. *sighs* ive been in a mood like this all day, so this song is definitely the pennacle of that. I guess its just missing the feeling of someone wanting to be with you(other than sexually). I can get sex anytime, anywhere, no real struggle there. But i want something much deeper than that. I want someone that i can connect with and so far thats not happened. Someone that i completely adore and feels the same for me. Someone who cant get enough of me, and likewise. Someone that can make a positive impact on my life. Someone that we compliment eachother. Someone i can grow with. I know of someone that i feel like these things could happen, but its a long way from being able to tell yet. *sigh* Great time for the extra lonliness to come up right? I think i will buy myself some roses for VDay. Im almost done with my craft...tomorrow i will finish it completely. I need to take a showerr and stop listening to this song..if i can...*sighs*
"Be Without You" by Mary J. Blige
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is on the up and up (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby"
xoxo
Okay, i cant stop listening to Mary J Blige's song "Be without you" And im single. Boo on that part. Its a good song that makes wish i were in love again. *sighs* ive been in a mood like this all day, so this song is definitely the pennacle of that. I guess its just missing the feeling of someone wanting to be with you(other than sexually). I can get sex anytime, anywhere, no real struggle there. But i want something much deeper than that. I want someone that i can connect with and so far thats not happened. Someone that i completely adore and feels the same for me. Someone who cant get enough of me, and likewise. Someone that can make a positive impact on my life. Someone that we compliment eachother. Someone i can grow with. I know of someone that i feel like these things could happen, but its a long way from being able to tell yet. *sigh* Great time for the extra lonliness to come up right? I think i will buy myself some roses for VDay. Im almost done with my craft...tomorrow i will finish it completely. I need to take a showerr and stop listening to this song..if i can...*sighs*
"Be Without You" by Mary J. Blige
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is on the up and up (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby"
xoxo
...but you seem already at the point to understand that much as you do not assume sex and love inseperatable. About sex I consider sex with love the best!
Consider your choice for roses to include thorns. A love that you have to fight for is a love tested. When you did not give up on it, it is truly meant to stay!