evon

[::bLiGgIdY bLaH::]

I feel sick....i also feel like a doof. After all that worrying i did as far as Rick was concerned, last night he and i talked online forrr a few hours. We talked tonight too and were talking about hanging out, but when i called him back he had already gone to hang out with one of his buddies. I guess i just need to take it day by day. *SiGhS* easier said than done. But its cool, i can handle it. I did hang out with Jeff earlier though. he made me dinner. He misses me, lol its kinda funny. Me and Craig were supposed to hang out beforre i hung out with Jeff, but he overrslept because i called him at the time we were supposed to meet up and he was still in bed *shrugs* I dont think i will ever get to meet him in person. I havent called Johnathan. I called him tuesday night from the hotel, and he seemed like he was busy or didnt want to talk. So i may call him tomorrow afterrr work just to chat and say hi.

i watched Summer of Sam not that long ago, and im reminded of how much im in love with Adrien Brody....

i mean....just look at him he is absolutely beautiful. So im going to go to bed, and hopefully i will feel better(ive been sick all day).