evon

Im not quite sure how to put this. I guess when a person is going through that time in their life when they are "finding themself" they learn how they are and all that junk. So i suppose that im finding myself...trying to stay out of denial. Admitting all my downfalls, setbacks, and problems. Lets just say that Im having mixed feelings. I feel like...
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Earlier today i was feeling alright. Now im feeling very melancholoy. Its funny how a song can change your mood in an instant. Deadsy's songs "Flowing Glower" and "Future Years" are the most important songs to me. Although they arent my favorite songs, they are the most dear to me. Im in such a somber mood at the moment... *shrugs* i feel almost as if...
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At the moment, im taking my makeup off and puttng my jammies on. I just got back from Jeffs house. Gawd it felt like forever since id seen him last. We watched a Clint Eastwood film and ate dinner, and then had some more Superman Ice Cream loaded with sprinkles....because thats just how we roll. Lmao, im so dumb. Anyways, i have to work tomorrow...
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i am so sleepy! and stressed out from work. When i get up i will go through an in depth update. All you need to know for now is that Clinique can bite my ass. Everyone turned on the Full-Of-Shit-O-Meter through the visit and it was the most disgusting display of fakeness ive ever witnessed first hand. More in depth update tomorrow though..sheesh..........

yeow...minkx...
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work was shitty again today. Jenny came. They are freaked out about the visit tomorrow. They're takin' bets that Marilyn isnt going to be there too much longer. A month tops. They're starting to see that i may not be there much longer either. At 6pm, i darted out the door and headed to LA Weightloss for my interview with Linda. She's going to put...
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alright....now....work completely sucked. The whole time i was there, i wanted to run out flipping everyone off. But i didnt. I need a paycheck, so i stayed...did some sketches, tried to keep my mind off the fact that i hate that hell hole in Southern Indiana.::woosah:: Everyone is spazzing out because the vice president of Clinique Cosmetics is comming to our store on Friday. Whatever....
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i need a new job. a good paying new job. I like clinique, but not as much as i used to. I dont understand whyi get this way. Im at a job for a few months, and then i get bored with it. Im going to go back to school summer/fall but i want a job that will pay me at least what im making...
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Im on a mission once again my friends.

To make better looking synthetic dreads. Hopefully this time they will look better. The last attempt was a good effort, but took me too long and they felt crunchy and scratchy. Hopefully this time i can make them look and feel better. Wish me luck.

In other news, im off work the next two days. yippe!!!!!

I have never felt more alive than i did at the Overkill show. In the pit. Thrashing around with a bunch of grimey, slimey, sweat drenched motherfuckin metalheads.....