What happened last Friday, August 26th was different in many ways. For one, I was in the midst of sorting out some intense emotional feelings. It was also a friend's 25th birthday and I got totally smashed.
What also happened, is some photography. Now, I'm one who just rarely has his picture taken. Partially because I don't particularily find myself to be all that photogenic,...
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What also happened, is some photography. Now, I'm one who just rarely has his picture taken. Partially because I don't particularily find myself to be all that photogenic,...
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The final realization that you really have made the worst mistake of your life, hundreds of times, is one of the most painful things I've gone through.
Let me say this to everyone - never take anyone or any situation for granted. Always make sure you only care about the things that you actually care about. Respect everything you are given, and do everything you...
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Let me say this to everyone - never take anyone or any situation for granted. Always make sure you only care about the things that you actually care about. Respect everything you are given, and do everything you...
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exquisite:
You must have lost something amazing to have learned one of life's hardest lessons...
exquisite:
Haven't you heard - photocopier life is the "in" thing. ... Okay I lie. I was using one of my cams last night with no light in the apartment, other than that of the computer monitor. It gets weird little lines and crazy colours in the dark. It was either that or go night vision - green doesn't suit me too well. 
Recovery is hard, but I'm sure you'll make it through. Good luck.
Recovery is hard, but I'm sure you'll make it through. Good luck.
You ever notice how when you have nothing going on, you just keep getting handed more nothing? I hate that. Nothing sucks. No friends. No fun. No sex. It all sucks. Then, things get busy, but then its busy all over your fucking table! You got work being thrown at you, and more work being thrown at you from behind in the form of some...
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exquisite:
Isn't that how life is meant to go? All work, nothing else? If not then I'm really getting screwed. By life I mean.
How pathetic.
- sigh -
How pathetic.
- sigh -
exquisite:
Cheers indeed. Hope you don't have a killer hangover come "morning".
One just cannot get into rehab when it's needed the most. Its a horrible reality, it is. Horrible. Just horrible.
Since everyone just has to be sitting on the edge of their seats with excitement, deliciously anticipating whatever free and amatuer entertainment it is I provide, I will deliver. I will entertain you. Let me. Entertain you.
Oh! Oh, ha ha! You sucker! I...
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Since everyone just has to be sitting on the edge of their seats with excitement, deliciously anticipating whatever free and amatuer entertainment it is I provide, I will deliver. I will entertain you. Let me. Entertain you.
Oh! Oh, ha ha! You sucker! I...
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deanna:
seriously, are you okay? 
noctua:
Read your post in the 'Question Everything' group about licenses for kids. I see you're in Brampton... I'm from Mississauga, myself. 
The thing about your ex's job -- free daycare for extra sprogs, seriously? That's whacked shit there. I have friends who were telling me all about daycare hunting and waiting lists, but maybe they were looking for a certain kind of daycare. All I know is, it wasn't cheap, and it wasn't a 'buy one get one free" deal.
Sheesh.
The thing about your ex's job -- free daycare for extra sprogs, seriously? That's whacked shit there. I have friends who were telling me all about daycare hunting and waiting lists, but maybe they were looking for a certain kind of daycare. All I know is, it wasn't cheap, and it wasn't a 'buy one get one free" deal.
Sheesh.
You ever have those weird reality dreams? No, no, not like a Fear Factor dream, but like those dreams where it seems like you're awake? I had me one of those last night. Times two. Or whatever.
See first I hook up with this girl, who as far as I know I've never met or seen before in my life, and its a great time....
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See first I hook up with this girl, who as far as I know I've never met or seen before in my life, and its a great time....
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shifter:
I'm pretty sure I have weird ass dreams, but I can never remember the bastards. Too much of the brew methinks.
exquisite:
You beat me to the fun of Fun Dip! I'm shocked.
Last night I combined Red Bull with Pop Rocks. Excitement in a can! A little too much excitement perhaps.
Last night I combined Red Bull with Pop Rocks. Excitement in a can! A little too much excitement perhaps.
Everything falls apart. I'll be out for a bit. Don't wait up, its nice out, and I feel like wandering.
(This unusually melancholy entry is brought to you by the letter "B". Biscjjkad. Bafsaf.)
(This unusually melancholy entry is brought to you by the letter "B". Biscjjkad. Bafsaf.)
I am now suspiciously turned on by stuffed animals.
I wonder why...
I'm off to work, but time ticks closer to my freedom! Only 2 more weeks until I escape the trap that is retail and thrust myself out into the real world. And thrust... thrust... thrust... oh, you're a sexy bunny aren't you? You like that music? I bet you do you bad bunny.
I wonder why...
I'm off to work, but time ticks closer to my freedom! Only 2 more weeks until I escape the trap that is retail and thrust myself out into the real world. And thrust... thrust... thrust... oh, you're a sexy bunny aren't you? You like that music? I bet you do you bad bunny.
deanna:
hahahah wow that commercial is really funny. its weird how much sex has become such an open topic lately as well as how much the advertising industry has focused in on it.
exquisite:
I'm now going to have to look into what flavour they claim the red Blow Pops to be. Perhaps I'll stop by the local 7-11 today to see.
I think you may have broken The Sandman's heart. Oh you.
As for the picture you took... my, my. It looks like the monkey may have tramatized him though - could be those sharp monkey teeth.
I think you may have broken The Sandman's heart. Oh you.
As for the picture you took... my, my. It looks like the monkey may have tramatized him though - could be those sharp monkey teeth.
The nerve-racking moment of the week: NIN tickets redux.
In a near repeat of the events of last March, I went through an insane emotional roller coaster in the span of about 90 seconds. In the end, I kicked Ticketmaster's ass and came out with floors at a presale. They'll have my name on them. I'm that fucking special. No, I don't want to hear...
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In a near repeat of the events of last March, I went through an insane emotional roller coaster in the span of about 90 seconds. In the end, I kicked Ticketmaster's ass and came out with floors at a presale. They'll have my name on them. I'm that fucking special. No, I don't want to hear...
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exquisite:
Juicy Gels do still have a strong appeal to them. Not sure if I can eat much more though... I just polished off a huge steak. I need to stop eating so much.
I've concluded that times change and people come and go. Nothing can stop it. I've lost many of my good friends... some I see once a month at the most. It's crummy, but at least when I do see them they just want to have fun and don't drag me into their petty arguments.
And my final thought: maybe you shouldn't be looking...
I've concluded that times change and people come and go. Nothing can stop it. I've lost many of my good friends... some I see once a month at the most. It's crummy, but at least when I do see them they just want to have fun and don't drag me into their petty arguments.
And my final thought: maybe you shouldn't be looking...
pigletx69:
Oooh......my friend is going to the NIN show and she's got floors as well....hmm....I wonder if you know her? She lives in Brampton too.....Strange. Where abouts in Brampton are you living?
I am excited. Yes, I am.
Friday is Death From Above 79 at the Horseshoe.
In case you are wondering, I continue to be excited at the same level as previously indicated in the earlier statement. Note the italicization as that indicates emphasization. Fantasticization.
Friday is Death From Above 79 at the Horseshoe.
In case you are wondering, I continue to be excited at the same level as previously indicated in the earlier statement. Note the italicization as that indicates emphasization. Fantasticization.
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exquisite:
I could really use that lesson on sweet talkin' the ol' stomach right about now.
deanna:
i dont like that band but YAY for you
Things I have learned this past weekend...
1. I am not a DVD player technician.
You know, when I started that list, I honestly thought it would be a little more expansive, but as it turns out, that is actually all I really did learn this weekend. Go figure. But yes, I am apparently not a DVD technician. Its true, I was told so by...
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1. I am not a DVD player technician.
You know, when I started that list, I honestly thought it would be a little more expansive, but as it turns out, that is actually all I really did learn this weekend. Go figure. But yes, I am apparently not a DVD technician. Its true, I was told so by...
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exquisite:
Well then, I won't be asking you to repair my DVD player!
Oh, and since reading your comment on my last entry, I now have the urge to drink heavily. Hah! Guess I'll settle for drinking Grape Crush for now. - sigh -
Oh, and since reading your comment on my last entry, I now have the urge to drink heavily. Hah! Guess I'll settle for drinking Grape Crush for now. - sigh -
Hm. If you read your journal entry, then what I wrote...
Hah!
I did the overwhelming emotions + friend's birthday a few months ago... all I could remember the next day was the pain I felt when my navel ring was nearly ripped out, and um, as strange as it sounds... comparing some big muscular guy to a cartoon steak. I even drew a picture as a comparison and autographed it for my best friend.
This concludes story time.