The nerve-racking moment of the week: NIN tickets redux.
In a near repeat of the events of last March, I went through an insane emotional roller coaster in the span of about 90 seconds. In the end, I kicked Ticketmaster's ass and came out with floors at a presale. They'll have my name on them. I'm that fucking special. No, I don't want to hear that all members get that. I am just that special. Deal with it.
Everything is getting weird. What people typically go through after high school - when groups fall apart and people start to go through the whole identity thing - I'm basically going through right now. I've all but entirely lost touch with nearly everyone I considered a friend even 4 or 5 months ago. I have incredible uncertainty for any part of my future. And I find myself sitting at home more and more.
I have a feeling theres just something I need to pick up on, and things will just start to build themselves up again, all shiny and new. Only problem is knowing what it is I should be looking for, but I know its there, right in front of me.
In a near repeat of the events of last March, I went through an insane emotional roller coaster in the span of about 90 seconds. In the end, I kicked Ticketmaster's ass and came out with floors at a presale. They'll have my name on them. I'm that fucking special. No, I don't want to hear that all members get that. I am just that special. Deal with it.
Everything is getting weird. What people typically go through after high school - when groups fall apart and people start to go through the whole identity thing - I'm basically going through right now. I've all but entirely lost touch with nearly everyone I considered a friend even 4 or 5 months ago. I have incredible uncertainty for any part of my future. And I find myself sitting at home more and more.
I have a feeling theres just something I need to pick up on, and things will just start to build themselves up again, all shiny and new. Only problem is knowing what it is I should be looking for, but I know its there, right in front of me.
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I've concluded that times change and people come and go. Nothing can stop it. I've lost many of my good friends... some I see once a month at the most. It's crummy, but at least when I do see them they just want to have fun and don't drag me into their petty arguments.
And my final thought: maybe you shouldn't be looking...