oh dear, with these few days that i've had to myself i have managed to take out the equivilant to 8 hefty bags full of crap and stuff out of my lil 2 bedroom condo. some garbage, but most of it just stuff that i am never going to use. like a coffee bean grinder, i seldom drink coffee. 30 mugs? - i seldom drink coffee. tons of old toys, a grill spatula and 2 pronged grill fork--- i own no grill. stupid shit like that. it feels good. i hate clutter.
erich and i have decided to deem us "separated" for the time being. we are both working through our porblems individually, so when the right time comes and we've both got our shit in line, we can make the decision if we will continue on alone or as a couple. it is what we both need. it's hard to be here a lone though. even though i like the quiet, and never stop moving. i've started a few sculptures and cleaned. so they haven't been spent drowning my problems with booze, wich i am very thankful for. or with the company of other men, ugh the thought turns my stomach right now. yes, time alone is nice. sometimes it is too quiet.
well off to work i go.
hope everyone else is well.
erich and i have decided to deem us "separated" for the time being. we are both working through our porblems individually, so when the right time comes and we've both got our shit in line, we can make the decision if we will continue on alone or as a couple. it is what we both need. it's hard to be here a lone though. even though i like the quiet, and never stop moving. i've started a few sculptures and cleaned. so they haven't been spent drowning my problems with booze, wich i am very thankful for. or with the company of other men, ugh the thought turns my stomach right now. yes, time alone is nice. sometimes it is too quiet.
well off to work i go.
hope everyone else is well.
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paleenchantress:
bloodhigh:
thanks for the advice beautiful