god hates me.
it's funny how in my last entry all i did was bitch about taking care of kids. in this entry, i am 4 days late..... now i know 4 days isn't a lot, but man, under the circumstances, it's a slap in the face. i've been on birth control since lilly was born. this past month i stopped taking it to get my system back on track, because i kept fucking up the pills and was getting my period every 2 weeks... so i figured i would let my system readjust. during this time i had sex once in the beginning. one time. and lo and behold, i am late.
i will take a test tonight to put my mind at ease either way.
i know that i am in a secure relationship, a secure home and am secured financialy, but damn, i don't want to put my body through that again so soon. eieieieieieieieeieieieiei. if i am i hope it is another little girl.
and IF i am, erich is getting his boys SNIPPED, my body has been through enough!
it's funny how in my last entry all i did was bitch about taking care of kids. in this entry, i am 4 days late..... now i know 4 days isn't a lot, but man, under the circumstances, it's a slap in the face. i've been on birth control since lilly was born. this past month i stopped taking it to get my system back on track, because i kept fucking up the pills and was getting my period every 2 weeks... so i figured i would let my system readjust. during this time i had sex once in the beginning. one time. and lo and behold, i am late.
i will take a test tonight to put my mind at ease either way.
i know that i am in a secure relationship, a secure home and am secured financialy, but damn, i don't want to put my body through that again so soon. eieieieieieieieeieieieiei. if i am i hope it is another little girl.
and IF i am, erich is getting his boys SNIPPED, my body has been through enough!
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edea:
he died last night
damnation_game:
no news yet? 