evldedgrl

i had to call out of work today due to a sick child. PMS sucks. i thought being stressed about lack o money, work and xmas would've been enough but then she got sick, which sent me into a break down. i couldn't sleep all night, even though she wasn't sleeping much either. i have puffy eyes. and then i spent the earlier part of today scrubbing puke off of various objects, disenffecting everything i can and cleancleancleaning till my hands were raw. she slept through most of this. it feels good to have such a pristine, disenfected everything. i even cleaned out my bedroom closet and damn, what a difference.
the child is up now... we ate some chicken soup and pasta and so far she's managed to hold it down. not running a fever anymore, thank god. and we are presently watching the simpsons.
to whoever of you out there that have kids, they can understand just how hard it is to sit back and watch your child wretch his or her guts out all over the place. or how it tears you apart when they are laying there shaking, with no idea what's happening to them... knowing that you really can't do anything to help them, but hold them, clean them up and send them all the love you can muster. to those of you that don't have kids, you can only imagine....
i am just glad that my little everything is starting to feel better.

i think i am going to make some caramel apples for myself. a nice treat to sooth the pms and calm the weary soul of a overworked mum.

so i am looking forward to seeing king kong. all 3+ hours of it. at first i was like... ehhhh no thanks, but now i am like, WOW that looks fucking amazing.
aeon flux though.. looks like crap. to bad the mangled a good thing.

HAHA chia pets. i had a rabbit back in the day. it grew in spoardically making the clay thing appear to have the mange.

my bro brought over some old home videos of us when we were kids and had these baby wild turkeys. i can't wait to watch them.

and ummm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah that's about it.
these damn crickets are driving me mad.