evilxbill

i got a message late last night (yesterday morning) bearing the lyrics...

'is it true when we get old our hearts die...i heard it in a movie once and i think i know why. life it suxs so bad makes you want to die.'


so yeah.... since yesterday i have not slept. i have only listened to th bouncing souls.
.i have turned into a emo kid. crying at how great life is. how it doesnt sux. how i dont want to leave this world. but yet am i really privaliged enough to stay here?! to have these emotions. im truely greatful.


.hum. im suppost to be at my jive class now. just didnt feel up to it... thered only play the stray cats and i'd get happy. which isnt always a good thing.
..feeling this kinda happy sadness (know what i mean?!) that im feeling at the moment. is. well. great