i did stop... i put my feelings in my journal, because well i'm frustrated right now... and thats what my journal is for... i let you be... but i can express my feelings... its not just you being sad... i have alot of fucked up things going on now... my ex that tried to kill me is trying to see lydia... i don't have a job, i owe alot of money... my childcare was cut off, i need a roomate... the list goes on... i break down sometimes... seeing you so sad and messing yourself up doesn't help... but don't tell me to stop... if i want to vent i can... but don't be so self centered... its not all you
love you doll... feel better... i'll be fine in the morning
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