I'm trying to be strong, but having my kitten die in my arms last night has really broken my heart. I so rarely open myself up to anyone, but I took a chance and let him in, hoping I could have the kind of relationship with my pet that my brother has had with his cat, who is practically like his child. This was my first pet in 10 years, and I honestly don't know if or when I'll get another one... I just don't want any more heartache.
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I'm sorry love.
