It's been a few days since I've written and alot has gone on in those few day's. My dad is very ill and is going to need to have heart surgery. I am so scared! I don't want to lose my dad. It seem's when one thing starts to fall apart, everything fall's apart. I have been very depressed and happy at the same time lately. Damion and I hung out yesterday and being around him makes me feel so happy and safe. We went to the movies and just cuddled and after just sat on a bench and talked for a while. Talking about the situation between him and I and also my dad. I spent most of the week at my mom's house due to the fact that I have been feeling so shitty. Also, it's easier to get around when I'm in Portland to do things. I talked to Eric from Shalom house and he said both BRAP and Shelter Plus Care will be put through soon. Most likely by the end of September. Then all I have to do is find an apartment. Yippee! Some good news anyway... still have not heard back from Casey though.
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