evililcyberchick

I finally told my father that I no longer wanted to have contact with him anymore. For the past week all I have been doing really is crying. He makes me feel like such shit everytime I do talk to him. I can no longer take it. Ahhhhh!!! It really sucks ass!!! Ty, who is my father in law yelled at my dad today when he called me. He told him if he keeps calling and making me so upset, he'll kick his ass. My dad of course blamed me for the fact that everyone is mad at him. Guilt trips, that's all I ever get from him. I am so sick of his shit. Months ago he said he had cancer...he hasn't mentioned anything about it to me since, the lying piece of shit. He'll bitch about everything, but I guess he forgot about his lie to me about having cancer. The apartment Casey and I were going to move into fell through, so we are still looking. Anyone from Portland Maine looking for roomates? We're both on socialsecurity so we can't afford much. Neither of us are loud , party or do any drugs. I'm being completly serious!We have one kitten who stay's in our room here, so she would just stay in our room anywhere we go. Life is so complicated right now...I'm so confused!!!