Ok, so I know I made the biggest mistake of my life with damion...a.k.a. gothicsamuri / psychogoth2000. I feel absolutely awful and feel that I have done the best thing I could do in this whole situation. There's ALOT I never mentioned because I was too blinded by the fact that I was so hurt by Casey. Casey still means the world to me. I hope him the best always. Damion on the other hand makes me feel digusgusted with myself as well as him. I CAN NOT understand how you can cheat. I feel so badly for Kate just because I know if she ever said anything or asked him aboout what had happened he would leave her. Total manipulation. I talked to Damion tonight and finally allowed myself to let my anger run through my body and out onto him. I feel he's a control freak, narcacisstic, arrogant asshole. My mom told me after the first night she met him at Styxx that she wanted to smack him when he called her "mum". She got the signs...he's REALLY not a nice person, just a selfish person who cares about themselves so much more then anyone else. No matter who he hurts along the way, as long as he get's what he wants. Damion if your reading this, I just don't feel like I want to even be your friend anymore. After the whole forceful thing...you know what I'm talking about...you made me sick. I puked for day's. Of course I didn't even recognize it...I was using you to get over Casey which didn't work. I didn't want to think of him...and all I did was think of him. You were a distraction. I feel awful about it. Not for you though. You fucked over someone you are in a relationship with and live with. Manipulating the poor girl. Using her and being abusive in so many way's. Damion will never admit to his faults as he is very narcisstic. All about "him" and "his" need's. To quote him " If I feel I want it, I make it happen". This is what I get after you forcefully pushed my head down and made me give you head. Or should I say...fucked my face?! I am angry. I have every right to be. I told him about my childhood abuse and my ptsd and yet, he still was forceful. Making me feel like a good for nothing whore! I have been meeting him in public for the past few weeks to avoid being alone with him. This is it...no more friendship. Damion...is no friend...to anyone but himself. Go fuck with some chick who will take you shit and allow you to force things upon her...I'm not that girl!!!
red_pyramid:
Wow! I had no idea he was like that!! Everything seems to be going so well with you. I'm sorry. Maybe you should just be single for awhile? 
Kick him in tha throat!! 
Kick him in tha throat!!