evililcyberchick

NEW PHOTO'S UNDER DECEMBER 16, 2005

I am cold. On the inside, out. It's going to be a LONG fucking winter. I am worried about Jimmy. I still have not heard from him in a few day's. I'm worried mostly because of his hand. I can't remember when his surgery's are supposed to be. I think he's probably been staying with his mom because he can't use his hand what so...
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New boyfriend
Current mood: cheerful


So last night kicked ass. Griz is great! We're going out Monday night as well. I'm really excited! Andrew seem's not to pleased as I got a comment of "fuck you" from him on my last blog that talked about Griz. Which I deleted...uh hum. Andrew if you reading this, which I KNOW you will be... just get over...
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another goth night, on monday nov 14th @ Geno's on congress st doors at 8pm , should be fun.


Called: Elegy

line-up
Alkivar
DJ Znuh (DJ from Boston & New York)
DeHuman8
DJ Stranger

there may be various performances, at very least some fire spinning.

Geno's
625 Congress St, Portland ME
Cover $8
21+

I've been feeling SO much better the past couple of day's, considering. I saw Casey and it was really nice to see him. I do still love him and always will . We kept hugging and I really did not want him to go. I miss him greatly. Who know's though. I've been in contact with some old friends and my current one's. I've had...
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THIS ENTRY USES DIFFERENT NAMES FOR PEOPLE TO HIDE THEIR IDENTITY I called Jill last night...Jack's girlfriend. She was pissed at me more then she seemed to be at her rapist "fiance". Apparently when I was dating him which ended about a month ago, he lied to me ALOT! Apparently Jill is pregnant and they are engaged. He told me he was going to leave...
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Ok, so I know I made the biggest mistake of my life with damion...a.k.a. gothicsamuri / psychogoth2000. I feel absolutely awful and feel that I have done the best thing I could do in this whole situation. There's ALOT I never mentioned because I was too blinded by the fact that I was so hurt by Casey. Casey still means the world to me. I...
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Last night was the best night ever. AT first I was like kinda bummed because a couple of my friends weren't going to be able to make it for the last night at Styxx. When I got there I was totally revived though. There were so many people there and it was SO fun! I got dommed for the FIRST time by Jim and he...
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Certain people really need to BUTT OUT OF MY LIFE!!! Selina...mind your own fucking buisness. Things are hard enough between Casey and I and I DO NOT need you going and telling him, Matt and Mike everything I write! I am making my journal a friends only journal now because it's non of any of your buisness what goes on in my life. Hell I...
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