Ok I've been on the computer long enough to have more to say.
#1-It is quite sad that I've been on the computer this long
#2-I've really been thinking about myself and I kind of realized that I've been dulling myself down for the sake of trying to fit in here in AK. So to make me feel like me again, I bought some green eyeshadow the other day and tomorrow I'm wearing it! And I decided that I will get my nipple pierced again. And I wore a ginormous amber necklace today with amber earrings and it fucking looks good on me and not gawdy and that's that.
#3-I'm scared that I'll never fall in love again. Adam and I were such an institution for almost 5 years and I've realized I've been thinking about boys too much lately b/c I'm afraid to be alone or that I'll never meet someone with whom I get along with so well. So I need to shut up at least for a while. But it's hard! In January I will have been single for a year. And Dave and Dan don't count really. blah
And Happy Day Before Thanksgiving!
#1-It is quite sad that I've been on the computer this long
#2-I've really been thinking about myself and I kind of realized that I've been dulling myself down for the sake of trying to fit in here in AK. So to make me feel like me again, I bought some green eyeshadow the other day and tomorrow I'm wearing it! And I decided that I will get my nipple pierced again. And I wore a ginormous amber necklace today with amber earrings and it fucking looks good on me and not gawdy and that's that.
#3-I'm scared that I'll never fall in love again. Adam and I were such an institution for almost 5 years and I've realized I've been thinking about boys too much lately b/c I'm afraid to be alone or that I'll never meet someone with whom I get along with so well. So I need to shut up at least for a while. But it's hard! In January I will have been single for a year. And Dave and Dan don't count really. blah
And Happy Day Before Thanksgiving!
i wouldn't worry about fitting in. the real reason most alaskans are here is because they don't fit in anywhere else.
i also wouldn't worry about falling in love. falling's easy. it's getting back up, and washing the footprints off the back that's difficult. trust me.