So 27 is around the corner (8 days) and I am not exactly in a good mood about it. I am not in the position I imagined I would be at the age of 27.
The last few weeks have not been good to me. My job sucks ass and to top it off my boss came across my myspace profile and read one of my blogs about how I dislike my job and how I feel he is lazy. So instead of confronting me about it he showed it to the owner of the bar and almost got me fired!!
Also on the job front I sit at the bar I manage and watch the wait staff and bartenders make what I make in a week in two nights. It is so frustrating because I have a degree in management but I am making less than a girl who can barely get a drink order right. I can't justify to myself getting a bartending job after going to college but all of the bartenders I know make more than most of the college grads I know!!
The girl I have been dating is also causing some problems in my life. She is a great girl and we have a lot in common but she is way too timid for me. She doesn't have the ability to start conversations or even participate in them for a long period of time. She always seems nervous around me like a school girl with a crush on her teacher. I am really hoping I can turn her around but I am thinking that is not possible. To top it off she is no good in bed. She seem like she has no idea what to do and I have to control everything. I have to tell her what to do at all times and she takes no initiative and when I ask her what she likes and what makes her feel good she just stares at me blankly an says "I don't know." I really like a girl who knows what she wants and isn't afraid to go after it this girl is nothing like that. I really want things to work out but I fear that they won't. We are at a length of time where I need to break up with her or she is going to get too attached to me and I don't want to hurt her. Arrr...... What to do? What to do?
I am still trying to find a new apartment but it is hard to find a good apartment with everything I want.
The one bright thing to look forward to is my buddy Mike is flying out to see me for my birthday and to go see 311 at Red Rocks, which is on my birthday. He will be here for 4 days and I took some extra time of work so we could hang out! He is the first of my friends from Michigan to come visit me here in Denver and I am really really looking forward to seeing an old friend!!
To end my rant I will talk about my kitties!! They are tearing apart my stuff when I am at work, destroying everything they can get their paws on. I am trying not to be mad at them because they are locked up in a tiny ass apartment with not much room to run around. My next apartment needs to be bigger and have a balcony so they can at least go out and chill on the balcony and get some fresh air. Plus how can you get mad at these little faces........
The last few weeks have not been good to me. My job sucks ass and to top it off my boss came across my myspace profile and read one of my blogs about how I dislike my job and how I feel he is lazy. So instead of confronting me about it he showed it to the owner of the bar and almost got me fired!!
Also on the job front I sit at the bar I manage and watch the wait staff and bartenders make what I make in a week in two nights. It is so frustrating because I have a degree in management but I am making less than a girl who can barely get a drink order right. I can't justify to myself getting a bartending job after going to college but all of the bartenders I know make more than most of the college grads I know!!
The girl I have been dating is also causing some problems in my life. She is a great girl and we have a lot in common but she is way too timid for me. She doesn't have the ability to start conversations or even participate in them for a long period of time. She always seems nervous around me like a school girl with a crush on her teacher. I am really hoping I can turn her around but I am thinking that is not possible. To top it off she is no good in bed. She seem like she has no idea what to do and I have to control everything. I have to tell her what to do at all times and she takes no initiative and when I ask her what she likes and what makes her feel good she just stares at me blankly an says "I don't know." I really like a girl who knows what she wants and isn't afraid to go after it this girl is nothing like that. I really want things to work out but I fear that they won't. We are at a length of time where I need to break up with her or she is going to get too attached to me and I don't want to hurt her. Arrr...... What to do? What to do?
I am still trying to find a new apartment but it is hard to find a good apartment with everything I want.
The one bright thing to look forward to is my buddy Mike is flying out to see me for my birthday and to go see 311 at Red Rocks, which is on my birthday. He will be here for 4 days and I took some extra time of work so we could hang out! He is the first of my friends from Michigan to come visit me here in Denver and I am really really looking forward to seeing an old friend!!
To end my rant I will talk about my kitties!! They are tearing apart my stuff when I am at work, destroying everything they can get their paws on. I am trying not to be mad at them because they are locked up in a tiny ass apartment with not much room to run around. My next apartment needs to be bigger and have a balcony so they can at least go out and chill on the balcony and get some fresh air. Plus how can you get mad at these little faces........
kinkerbelle:
I know, I will be turning 27 soon myself. 
I hope you have a great, fun bday! As for the gf, she doesn't sound like someone you should waste your time on. I say you should find someone who is good from the get go, and entertaining who can teach you some things in bed. lol. 
I hope you have a great, fun bday! As for the gf, she doesn't sound like someone you should waste your time on. I say you should find someone who is good from the get go, and entertaining who can teach you some things in bed. lol.