Monday Dec 15, 2003

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My body clock is all messed up. It's like David Byrne said. I sleep in the daytime, work in the night time. I don't know what I look like.

I love how festive Christmas lights look. I have them on my balcony and use them for mood lighting year round. The pureness of color from Christmas lights is hypnotizing. I can stare at them for hours and hours and hours.

I'd like to have a cable channel that did nothing but drive. The programming would be a camera mounted on a car or a truck driving on highways. The only commercials would be on the roadside billboards. There would be no discussion of scenery, history, or cute small towns. The car would just drive non-stop, never stopping for anything. It would definitely swerve to avoid hitting animals.
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clara:
In case I wasn't clear, "baby tee" describes a particular slim fit, stretchy type of t-shirt made for teen and adult women, not actual babies.
foxfyre819:
trust me, there aren't that many cute girls in this town to go around! much less for them to be in jail at the same time i am..... unfortunately. and that 2mo. thing is CRAZY! i must admit, i am a bit paranoid now. especially when i think what could have happened. a couple of days after i got arrested, i saw this oprah show where this beautiful brazilian young lady came up to texas to study english to help her father's business expand. absolutely beautiful, this girl. after only like a month in tx., she and a few friends went to a birthday party, and on the way home, they got into a headlong collision with an underaged drunk good ol' boy. she was the only one to survive, besides him. but her legs were trapped under the dashboard, and the car caught fire. she burned alive for a min. and a half. she was in a coma for 10 mos. she had 50 reconstructive surgeries. and then oprah dropped the mega bomb. showed her as she is today.
she had no nose, no eyelids, no fingers. the only reason she could see was because they gave her new corneas. it was one of those sights you can't get out of your head. one of those things that if you ever saw her in person, she would scare you, but you'd realise your reaction, and try not to let it show, but the damage would already be done, and you'd feel really bad for it.
she will never be the same, or even similar. she will never not need assisstance. she will be hard pressed to find love in life, to be successful in business, etc. etc. etc.
when i think of what i got, of what i did, of the truly stupid decision i made, i think of her. i will never do that again.
because of her.

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