evilbunny

woohooo, i got her back and it is the shit!! we are the shit

but i am dyin form the bird flu..ughh..back to sleep..had to post..

i love her

i have been dumped badly..it sucks.

it hurts..and i tsucks.. badly.

:sigh:

show tomorrow at iota.

movin gon..so. i found a new palce ina big beautiful townhouse for cheap. gotta go buy a futon and a ne wlaptp and soem otehr stuff. settle in, save money, fix up the jetta and plan out a new rabbit i guess.

mostly save up for life. i still lvoe her, she will always be the on ei want to be with when i am...
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so she tells me she loves me..she wants to be with me..but is confused..because she loves him too??

buit she said she was in love with him 2 weeks after we split it..and so now..she's to weak to come back to me...

i know she's too weka, but how is gettin into anbother relationship..with someone who has nothing in common with you, has the opposite...
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there is always hope...

i can't sleep..fuk sleep..it's overrated anyway...wel..ok that was alie..iw ish i were sleeping, but there is video games to play and alot of thinking to do.

poop


work tomorrow. good stuff

another day so hard...gonna be alot of these...

that's def the truth. but it will all end up how it should be..and i hope that is the wya i want it..we'll see tho..

i'm due for a miracle.

i have been changed and am i changing..for the better this time.


i lied to you and i don't even know why...iw as def afradi. but there has to be more to it than that.


you'll never read this. but. i love you. and to grow old with you is something i pray for.

i hope things change, besides me..and you give me another chance....
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:Sigh:..i didn't know i could fight this hard for so long.

so exhuasted..and broken. sleeep..then pick up the boy and go see teesa..give her money. make sure she's ok..and try to win her back damnit!

then i need to go running.

hey.. let's make a bet. no one will even notice for atleast...18 days.lol..i win sucka!!

i'm sick..its gorgeous outside, and i'm fukin sick. how lame?

ryan is gonna finish my bike this week and i will install his new turbo. lucnh with teresa tomorrow so she can see ethan. he loves her..i love her. she loves us.

yup!! tonite...reelaxation. and guinness