evil_marty

You come home and sit there staring at the wall and everytime it seems further away each time you look at it for some strange reason. Don't give me that look, you've been there and have or still do experience it. Call it tiredness or deprivation of motivation but that wall is a sign that things need to change. How to initiate change? well what kind of change do I want is the real question. I guess I'm at the pinnacle of something and just waiting for a gust of wind to push me off.

I know your reading this thinking what is this dick talking about? You would find out that now we have something in common, that we are both there killing each others time or more correctly me killing your time to sustain my own. An interesting point that makes, my entertainment is your disdain, but least we're both getting something out of it. At this point I believe I am mocking you so I apologise. Its not that I hate or despise you, its just I don't know what I am really on about, my brain sends these messages and in some strange sense its clear.... I'm really not talking to you.