so i really need to rant and be pissed. and this is the only place i can do it.
i was riding in the indoor arena last tuesday and i was walking by the sliding door. well someone rang the doorbell and it scared my horse. so we stopped to move away from the door, in case it was another horse coming in. well the person didnt wait at all to open the door so my horse spooked and bolted away from the door causing me, the unsuspecting rider, to meet the ground. well i landed right on my lower back (think tramp stamp area). well i couldnt move at first, but that was just from the shock of hitting the ground bla bla bla. anyway it felt fine after a few minutes but my coach didnt want me to get back on. well it just felt sore for a few days and i had it checked out on thursday bwhen i went to the health center because i wasnt feeling well anyway. that turned out to be an inner ear thing but thats fine now sooo moving on... on friday it got really bad and started to hinder my ability to move around. so since friday it has only gotten worse. so i decided to go to the ER to get checked out because my primary care doctor is allllll the way back in MA. well i spent an hour in the waiting area and then another three hours. during these three hours some retarded doctor in a jumpsuit made me walk around then leave without saying more than like 5 words. then another doctor came and took me to get xrays, then another doctor came in and told me she was going to look at my xrays then retarded jumpsuit doctor came back and said theres nothing on your xrays you're free to go. no diagnosis, no pain meds, no "here's how to make it better". NOTHING.
needless to say i am angry, in pain and frustrated with jumpsuit doctor.
also i really just want some ice cream like good old plain and simple vanilla with some sprinkles. and id really like to do some sort of craft project. something that involves coloring or painting and lots of pretty colors.
shit i just realized that my account ends tomorrow. aww what a shitty last blog. maybe i'll post one full of fun shit later.
i was riding in the indoor arena last tuesday and i was walking by the sliding door. well someone rang the doorbell and it scared my horse. so we stopped to move away from the door, in case it was another horse coming in. well the person didnt wait at all to open the door so my horse spooked and bolted away from the door causing me, the unsuspecting rider, to meet the ground. well i landed right on my lower back (think tramp stamp area). well i couldnt move at first, but that was just from the shock of hitting the ground bla bla bla. anyway it felt fine after a few minutes but my coach didnt want me to get back on. well it just felt sore for a few days and i had it checked out on thursday bwhen i went to the health center because i wasnt feeling well anyway. that turned out to be an inner ear thing but thats fine now sooo moving on... on friday it got really bad and started to hinder my ability to move around. so since friday it has only gotten worse. so i decided to go to the ER to get checked out because my primary care doctor is allllll the way back in MA. well i spent an hour in the waiting area and then another three hours. during these three hours some retarded doctor in a jumpsuit made me walk around then leave without saying more than like 5 words. then another doctor came and took me to get xrays, then another doctor came in and told me she was going to look at my xrays then retarded jumpsuit doctor came back and said theres nothing on your xrays you're free to go. no diagnosis, no pain meds, no "here's how to make it better". NOTHING.
needless to say i am angry, in pain and frustrated with jumpsuit doctor.
also i really just want some ice cream like good old plain and simple vanilla with some sprinkles. and id really like to do some sort of craft project. something that involves coloring or painting and lots of pretty colors.
shit i just realized that my account ends tomorrow. aww what a shitty last blog. maybe i'll post one full of fun shit later.
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wander:
ive fallen off a few times myself,one was just like your way,the horse sppooked by the door.Hang in there.
eveski:
its a bitch lol ive fallen off a lot. the worst was when i fell off and broke my arm. :/