fuck it. fuck trying.. i give up.
im so fucking sick of giving and giving and people just taking and taking.
im on fucking crutches and can barely walk and my room mate complains about getting the door for me and doesn't grasp the concept that i am in a lot of pain. not to keep bitching about it but god damn i'm so sick of being treated like shit when all i do is give.
some of my relationships with people that seemed to be going really well all have started to go down hill. we're either fighting, not talking as much or at all, or they don't have time for me. funny how i aways managed to make time for them but they can't give me 5 seconds of their time.
the only person that isn't like this is my friend Maeghan who took me to the ER. she is the only person who has actually helped me in any way since my accident or at all really. the only things my other friends have helped me with is helping me finish my bottle of jaeger. that i payed $40 for. did they offer me money? no of course not. they just drank my alcohol and left my room a mess. and now i cant clean because i can barely move.
oh and then there my mom who calls and yells at me for not going to my class across campus. when i reminded her that it was pouring rain, i'm on crutches, and am in immense pain she didn't give two shits. she just yelled more for being a hypochondriac.
and then the guy i like got pissed at me for saying that i wished he was here. sorry for wanting to meet you and be with you because you make me happy and i thought you felt the same way?
oh and one of my tires is low. can't really bend down to check the pressure in them and fill it with air.
i fucking hate being helpless and hindered like this. even more so when strangers are nicer than the people who claim to care about me.
its just not my fucking week. i'm so sick of everyone and everything. i'm so fucking pissed off today.
im so fucking sick of giving and giving and people just taking and taking.
im on fucking crutches and can barely walk and my room mate complains about getting the door for me and doesn't grasp the concept that i am in a lot of pain. not to keep bitching about it but god damn i'm so sick of being treated like shit when all i do is give.
some of my relationships with people that seemed to be going really well all have started to go down hill. we're either fighting, not talking as much or at all, or they don't have time for me. funny how i aways managed to make time for them but they can't give me 5 seconds of their time.
the only person that isn't like this is my friend Maeghan who took me to the ER. she is the only person who has actually helped me in any way since my accident or at all really. the only things my other friends have helped me with is helping me finish my bottle of jaeger. that i payed $40 for. did they offer me money? no of course not. they just drank my alcohol and left my room a mess. and now i cant clean because i can barely move.
oh and then there my mom who calls and yells at me for not going to my class across campus. when i reminded her that it was pouring rain, i'm on crutches, and am in immense pain she didn't give two shits. she just yelled more for being a hypochondriac.
and then the guy i like got pissed at me for saying that i wished he was here. sorry for wanting to meet you and be with you because you make me happy and i thought you felt the same way?
oh and one of my tires is low. can't really bend down to check the pressure in them and fill it with air.
i fucking hate being helpless and hindered like this. even more so when strangers are nicer than the people who claim to care about me.
its just not my fucking week. i'm so sick of everyone and everything. i'm so fucking pissed off today.
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bigbillm75:
It pisses me off when people do shit like that. It reminds me of the Snoop Dogg scene in Half Baked! Damn scavengers!!! When I had roommates, I had a few new bottles of higher end stuff, and then their friends would come over, drink it, and not tell me. When I went to look for it, it was gone. So I tell my roomates that someone drank my stuff, and I want it replaced with the exact same stuff. When they realized how expensive it was, they made their friends bring their own shit over!
eveski:
yea. i told them how much it was, like hey pay up, but none of them did.