everafter

To anyone who remembers me talking about my friend who is moving to china for a year.... I just recieved a copy of her will today..just incase anything happens while she is gone. Could that possibly get any sadder...

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All my posts seem to be a bitch and moan fest. So...
Thank you to little_pistol who made a thread for thank you's... I thought I would share my thoughts on that with all of you as well...




I give thanks for:

Mom and Dad for your support both financially and emotionally. For being there through my breakdowns and breakthroughs. Mom for sleeping beside me in the bed when I wasn't safe to be there alone. For staying with me in the hospital telling me to breathe and walking the halls with me to get my strength. For doing all those things that test the lengths even a mother should have to endure.

The surgery that will allow me to be all that I have always wanted to be.

Friends who support me through all the trials of life. Who always understand me and accept me as I am. Who offer a listening ear when I just need to vent and a sholder when i just need to cry.

To my dog Dusty who can always make me laugh even when I'm crying. Who comes to comfort me when I make those fake crying noises. Who sits outside my door for hours just waiting on me to get up in the mornings. Who gets so excited at the words "treat" or "outside".

To the future and what it holds. Great friends, great lovers, and an all around damn good time.