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ok i'm in a hurry cause i have to run out and get a few bullshit errands done (drop my rent off blah, blah, blah...), but i wanted to get this down first.
i am going through this huge internal struggle thing over something that's more or less everything to me. it's been growing inside of me for too long, and now there's almost never a time it's not far from the surface. i feel like i am being devoured from the inside out, and i have to face and deal w/ this thing before it completley consumes me. i will get into the icky details a little later when i have more time..stay tuned.