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i love sundays. especially dark and gloomy ones like today. everything is so quiet and still, my phone isn't ringing, and i spent most of the day in bed. seems like i haven't had any time to myself in too damn long, and i was in desperate fucking need of a afternoon just like this. if i don't talk to another human being for the...
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it's nights like this that make me feel like the oldest 23 yr. old in the whole world. 10:30 p.m. & i'm in my underwear, chainsmoking in front of my computer, listening to the discovery channel some where in the background. the part that makes me feel so old is i'm sitting here not because of lack of things to do, but by choice. i'd...
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on my way out for the day, but had to stop in and check things out. this site will be the death of me if i spend too many more of my 4 a.m's wandering around here. i'm fucking exhausted today, and don't want to do anything. but i gotta go. blech. i'm sure i'll be back tonight, though.

i just got through reading my comments and i have to say i'm so happy with all the people i've come into contact w/ on this site. SG and SG members are the shit. all the encouragement i've gotten on sending in my application is easing the nervous hesitation i've had going on.thanx to every one who's been so positive. it also helps to look...
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thought i'd throw a poem i wrote on
here to try and make things a little
more interesting for any one who
might be paying attention. enjoy.

Diary of a Dirty Mind

bite scratch tug pull
lick stretch kiss swallow.
come closer....
frantic fingers claw naked skin
slick w/ sweat & slick w/ need
the need to be touched & taken
taken & treatedl
like...
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my profile has been up forever, & i haven't written a damn word yet! as soon as i get some time to myself i
plan to sit down & write. it's been so long since i have had a journal, i don't
even remember the last time i wrote
anything at all, let alone when i last wrote something worth reading.....
i am about to...
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